The philosophy of Jake Haiden (late Jacob K. Huff) : $b selected from the columns of the Reading Times, Reading, Pennsylvania : with a biographical appreciation by his friend Henry W. ShoemakerHuff, Jacob K.
Philosophy
The philosophy of Jake Haiden (late Jacob K. Huff) : $b selected from the columns of the Reading Times, Reading, Pennsylvania : with a biographical appreciation by his friend Henry W. Shoemaker
Huff, Jacob K.
American essays; Huff, Jacob K., 1851-1910
Poor M——! Chained to his early disappointment, and intellectually so far
removed from his plodding neighbors that none thought it necessary to
offer him their sympathy. How little the average man knows the average
human heart. Education only strengthens the soul’s hunger for sympathy,
love and fellowship, and because I sympathized with the man of the wasted
life, and he sympathized with me in my almost hopeless struggles, a warm
friendship grew up between us, and he allowed me to see farther into the
shadows that shrouded his disappointed soul than any of his family ever
penetrated.
He was one of those retentive minds that could not forget, and he tried
to dull the pain at his heart with drink. Sometimes he would make a
strong effort to reform and rebuild his wasted resolutions, and for
several months he would toil on the farm like a hired man. But his mind
was too active for such a vegetable existence, and his books would take
him out of the fields of physical labor. Then the old discontent, the
memory of the old love would fill his soul and again he would drown
everything in liquor, like a second Edgar Allen Poe. In one of these
sprees he died, and his wasted life ended in a death that shocked his
many friends.
GARRET MEMORIES
My boy expressed a fear to go up on to the attic one day recently, and
when I asked him what he found to fear up in a dusty old garret, he said
there was so much old stuff up there that belonged to people who were
dead, and if these old things had memories they must surely be thinking
of the old days and the old friends, and had no welcome for the boys of
the present generation.
Well, wife and I know the old garret has many memories, or at least
articles that suggest old memories, and we seldom make a trip to the old
store house of family heirlooms without coming away with a queer feeling
of loneliness tugging at our hearts. No doubt the boy has often detected
the subdued and solemn expression on our sobered faces; and learned his
lesson of awe and veneration from reading the lines and shadows he has so
often seen there.
The last time we were up on the garret, the three of us, we set about
digging up old memories, because a lady’s side saddle hanging to a rafter
started us to digging up some old family lore. The saddle belonged to
wife’s great-grandmother, and is almost a century old. It was on this
saddle her great-grandmother made the ride of nine miles through the dark
to warn her father that burglars were trying to break into their house.
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