Love -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
He came very near incapacity during the first day of the descent: for
his vigil of the night before had cost him the use of both his arms and
legs. Rose prayed him to be carried in her doolie, but he knew the
effect the breakdown of his seemingly unassailable strength would have
upon his men, and had himself tied upon the back of his little pony,
and led, with no slackening for his infirmities, wherever his
encouragement or his counsel was required.
The perpetual jogging down-hill was, in his condition, not a bad
imitation of martyrdom, which, in his heart he bore as deserved for
having spent his strength upon a woman instead of for his men.
But the power came back to his arms by the way, perhaps from sheer
pain; and the use he found for them at the end of the day, when, though
still in the snow, the weary little band gathered warm and happy about
fires of fir, certainly suggested no regrets to the woman they enfolded.
Her Reputation
I
The man who was sitting at the writing-table had not raised his head
for half an hour from between his hands.
When at last he lifted his face, after a third knock upon the door, the
prints of his fingers were branded across its grayness in livid streaks.
The hall-boy who entered, after waiting vainly for permission, handed
him a telegram, which he opened and spread out on the desk before him.
He stared at it blankly, with his temples upon his wrists, until the
boy, tired of waiting, asked if there were any answer.
Terence turned and looked at him as though unable to account for his
presence.
The boy repeated his question, and Terence shook his head, resting it
again upon his hands as the door closed upon the messenger, gazing down
uncomprehendingly upon the thin pink sheet.
Presently, however, the meaning of what lay before him filtered into
his consciousness. It was an invitation of no moment, but it needed a
reply. He drew out a sheaf of forms from a pigeon-hole, wrote a
refusal, rang for the boy, and sent it off.
The incident passed at once from his mind, but it had disturbed his
absorption.
He rose and paced slowly and aimlessly about the room, gazing blindly
out of the window and at the engravings upon the walls. There was
something curious in the combined looseness and stiffness of his
movements: he seemed literally to be dragging himself about.
When he sat down again he turned his chair slightly from the table, and
leaning back in it, stared out at the gray day with a look of dazed
pain upon his face.
So he remained while an hour went over; as still, as empty, as a
deserted house.
Then, with a deeper breath and the same confused slowness in his
movements, he drew an envelope from his pocket, and spread out the
sheet within it upon the desk. The lines it carried covered but a
single page, and he had read them through a dozen times.
They came from a woman whom he had loved more than his own soul, and
they cast him, with freezing contempt, out of her sight for ever.
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