“Over the water. Yes; it is a rough sea--green and white. But over the
water. There is a path for the pathless. The grass on the hill is long
and cool. Never horse came there. If they once sleep in that grass, no
harm can hurt them more. Over the water. Up the hill.” And then she
murmured the words of the psalm: “He that dwelleth in the secret place.”
For an hour I sat beside her. It was evidently a sweet, natural sleep,
the most wonderful sleep of all, mingled with many a broken
dream-rainbow. I rose at last, and, telling Janet that I would return in
the evening, went back to my quarters; for my absence from the mid-day
meal would have been a disappointment to the household.
When I returned to the cottage, I found Margaret only just awaked, and
greatly refreshed. I sat down beside her in the twilight, and the
following conversation began:
“You said, nurse, that, some time ago, you could not see me. Did you
know nothing about me all that time?”
“I took it to mean that you were ill, my dear. Shortly after you left
us, the same thing happened first; but I do not think you were ill
then.”
“I should like to tell you all my story, dear Margaret,” I said,
conceiving a sudden hope of assistance from one who hovered so near the
unseen that she often flitted across the borders. “But would it tire
you?”
“Tire me, my child!” she said, with sudden energy. “Did I not carry you
in my bosom, till I loved you more than the darling I had lost? Do I not
think about you and your fortunes, till, sitting there, you are no
nearer to me than when a thousand miles away? You do not know my love to
you, Duncan. I have lived upon it when, I daresay, you did not care
whether I was alive or dead. But that was all one to my love. When you
leave me now, I shall not care much. My thoughts will only return to
their old ways. I think the sight of the eyes is sometimes an intrusion
between the heart and its love.”
Here was philosophy, or something better, from the lips of an old
Highland seeress! For me, I felt it so true, that the joy of hearing her
say so turned, by a sudden metamorphosis, into freak. I pretended to
rise, and said:
“Then I had better go, nurse. Good-bye.”
She put out her one hand, with a smile that revealed her enjoyment of
the poor humour, and said, while she held me fast:
“Nay, nay, my Duncan. A little of the scarce is sometimes dearer to us
than much of the better. I shall have plenty of time to think about you
when I can’t see you, my boy.” And her philosophy melted away into
tears, that filled her two blue eyes.
“I was only joking,” I said.
“Do you need to tell me that?” she rejoined, smiling. “I am not so old
as to be stupid yet. But I want to hear your story. I am hungering to
hear it.”
“But,” I whispered, “I cannot speak about it before anyone else.”
“I will send Janet away. Janet, I want to talk to Mr. Campbell alone.”
“Very well, Margaret,” answered Janet, and left the room.
“Will she listen?” I asked.
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