She found the general impatiently awaiting her. Many packages had
come--from the jewelers, from the furriers, from a shop whose specialty
was the thinnest and most delicate of hand-made underwear. The general
loved to open and inspect finery for her--loved it more than he loved
inspecting finery for himself, because feminine finery was far more
attractive than masculine. To whet his pleasure to the keenest she
must be there to admire with him, to try on, to exhibit. As she
entered the salon where the little man was fussing about among the
packages, their glances met. She saw that Harding had told him--at
least in discreet outline--of their conversation. She also saw that if
she reopened the subject she would find herself straightway whirled out
upon a stormy sea of danger that might easily overwhelm her flimsy
boat. She silently and sullenly dropped into her place; she ministered
to the general's pleasure in packages of finery. But she did not
exclaim, or admire, or respond in any way. The honeymoon was over. Her
dream of wifehood was dissipated.
She understood now the look she so often had seen on the faces of rich
men's poor wives driving in state in Fifth Avenue. That night, as she
inspected herself in the glass while the general's maid for her brushed
her long thick hair, she saw the beginnings of that look in her own
face. "I don't know just what I am," she said to herself. "But I do
know what I am not. I am not a wife."
She sent away the maid, and sat there in the dressing-room before the
mirror, waiting, her glance traveling about and noting the profuse and
prodigal luxury. In the corner stood a circular rack loaded with
dressing-gowns--more than a score of exquisite combinations of silk and
lace or silk and chiffon. It so happened that there was nowhere in
sight a single article of her apparel or for her toilet that was not
bought with the general's money. No, there were some hairpins that she
had paid for herself, and a comb with widely separated teeth that she
had chanced to see in a window when she was alone one day. Anything
else? Yes, a two-franc box of pins. And that was all. Everything else
belonged to the general. In the closets, in the trunks--all the
general's, part of the trousseau he had paid for. Not an undergarment;
not an outer garment; not a hat or a pair of shoes, not a wrap, not a
pair of gloves. All, the general's.
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