There was no anger in his voice, no menace either open or covert;
simply finality--the last word of the man who had made himself feared
and secure in the mining-camps where the equation of personal courage
is straightway applied to every situation. Mildred shivered. She
longed to yield, to stammer out some excuse and obey him. But she
could not; nor was she able to rise from her chair. She saw in his
hard eyes a look of astonishment, of curiosity as to this unaccountable
defiance in one who had seemed docile, who had apparently no
alternative but obedience. He was not so astonished at her as she was
at herself. "What is to become of me?" her terror-stricken soul was
crying. "I must do as he says--I must--yet I cannot!" And she looked at
him and sat motionless.
He turned away, moved slowly toward the door, halted at the threshold
to give her time, was gone. A fit of trembling seized her; she leaned
forward and rested her arms upon the dressing-table or she would have
fallen from the chair to the floor. Yet, even as her fear made her
sick and weak, she knew that she would not yield.
The cold drove her to the couch, to lie under half a dozen of the
dressing-gowns and presently to fall into a sleep of exhaustion. When
she awoke after what she thought was a few minutes of unconsciousness,
the clamor of traffic in the Rue de Rivoli startled her. She started
up, glanced at the clock on the chimneypiece. It was ten minutes past
nine! When, by all the rules governing the action of the nerves, she
ought to have passed a wakeful night she had overslept more than an
hour. Indeed, she had had the first sound and prolonged sleep that had
come to her since the honeymoon began; for until then she had slept
alone all her life and the new order had almost given her chronic
insomnia. She rang for her maid and began to dress. The maid did not
come. She rang again and again; apparently the bell was broken. She
finished dressing and went out into the huge, grandly and gaudily
furnished salon. Harding was at a carved old-gold and lacquer desk,
writing. As she entered he rose and bowed.
"Won't you please call one of the servants?" said she. "I want my
coffee. I guess the bell in my room is broken. My maid doesn't
answer."
"No, the bell is not broken," said Harding.
She looked at him questioningly.
"The general has issued an order that nothing is to be done in this
apartment, and nothing served, unless he personally authorizes it."
Mildred paled, drew herself up in what seemed a gesture of haughtiness
but was an effort to muster her strength. To save herself from the
humiliation of a breakdown before him, she hastily retreated by the way
she had come. After perhaps a quarter of an hour she reappeared in the
salon; she was now dressed for the street. Harding looked up from his
writing, rose and bowed gravely. Said she:
"I am going out for a walk. I'll be back in an hour or so."
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