"You didn't let me finish," said Baird. "I was going to say that when
you get to New York you must go and have your voice passed on--by some
impartial person. If that person says it's worth cultivating, why, I'm
willing to back you--as a business proposition. I can afford to take
the risk. So, you see, it's all perfectly simple."
He had spoken rapidly, with a covert suggestion of fear lest she would
rebuke him sharply for what she might regard as an impertinent offer.
She surprised him by looking at him calmly, reflectively, and saying:
"Yes, you could afford it, couldn't you?"
"I'm sure I could. And it's the sort of thing that's done every day.
Of course, no one'd know that we had made this little business
arrangement. But that's easily managed. I'd be glad if you'd let me
do it, Mildred. I'd like to feel that I was of some use in the world.
And I'd like to do something for YOU."
By way of exceedingly cautious experiment he ventured to put ever so
slight an accent of tenderness upon the "you." He observed her
furtively but nervously. He could not get a hint of what was in her
mind. She gazed out toward the rising and falling horizon line.
Presently she said:
"I'll think about it."
"You must let me do it, Mildred. It's the sensible thing--and you know
me well enough to know that my friendship can be counted on."
"I'll think about it," was all she would concede.
They discussed the singing career all that and the succeeding days--the
possibilities, the hopes, the dangers--but the hopes a great deal more
than the dangers. He became more and more interested in her and in the
project, as her beauty shone out with the tranquillizing sea and as her
old charm of cleverness at saying things that amused him reasserted
itself. She, dubious and lukewarm at first, soon was trying to curb
her own excited optimism; but long before they sighted Sandy Hook she
was merely pretending to hang back. He felt discouraged by her parting!
"If I decide to go on, I'll write you in a few days." But he need not
have felt so. She had made up her mind to accept his offer. As for
the complications involved in such curiously intimate relations with a
man of his temperament, habits, and inclinations, she saw them very
vaguely indeed--refused to permit herself to see them any less vaguely.
Time enough to deal with complications when and as they arose; why
needlessly and foolishly annoy herself and hamper herself? Said she to
herself, "I must begin to be practical."
IV
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