Female friendship -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Paris (France) -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
Left alone, Sonia stood an instant silent in her place; then, with
movements of swift decision, she locked the door by which Martha had
gone out, and, crossing the room to another door, softly turned the
handle. She had her bedroom candle in her hand, and as the door yielded
and opened, she passed into the room beyond it, and stood still once
more, as if possessed by that presence from out the past.
The lights in this room had been put out, and all the doors and windows
closed. She knew that she was safe in her solitude, and need no longer
struggle with the feelings which crowded her heart.
She went to the dressing-table, and took up the old clothes-brush, and
put her lips to the dent which she herself had made there once, by using
the brush as a hammer. Then silently dashing away the heavy tears that
rolled from her eyes, she looked closely at the grotesque figures of
women and fish, and recalled such amusing things which had been said
about them that she began to laugh, even while more tears were
gathering, and straining her throat with pain. The nervous little laugh
died away as she pressed the brush again to her lips. Then she lifted,
one by one, all the familiar objects that lay before her, and looked at
them, while her tears fell like rain.
Presently she took up the portfolio from the table near by, and turned
over the thick sheets of blotting-paper within. She could see plainly
the inverted and almost illegible, but characteristic, impression of a
woman’s writing. In some places this was lost in very different
characters, but in others it was distinctly recognizable. She walked to
the dressing-table with it, and held it before the mirror, and read
distinctly in one place the words, “Yours always, Sophie,” and in
another, “Yours faithfully, Sophia Keene.” Her heart trembled. She had
no idea to whom she had so signed herself, but she wondered passionately
if Harold had ever tried this experiment, and seen those signatures from
the faithless woman who had been his wife.
Suddenly she put the book back on the table, and fell on her knees
before it, laying her face upon its pages, and sobbing upon them until
they were saturated with her tears; for, underneath her own handwriting,
she had seen, reflected in the glass, writing which seemed almost as
familiar, in which she had deciphered the words, “Your loving husband.”
She had destroyed every word of that handwriting which she had ever
possessed, and thousands of times her heart had hungered to see it in
these very words. It was upon this spot that her lips were laid now,
while they whispered out, in inarticulate sobs and gasps, words of
heartbroken pain.
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