The Princess Tarakanova: A Dark Chapter of Russian HistoryDanilevskii, G. P. (Grigorii Petrovich)
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The Princess Tarakanova: A Dark Chapter of Russian History
Danilevskii, G. P. (Grigorii Petrovich)
Tarakanova, Elizaveta, 1745-1775 -- Fiction
“Here’s bad luck! she won’t listen. Really I don’t know what to do,”
said he, one day, having summoned me. “If I could find some one to help
me, … some one who could persuade her.…”
“Persuade her to what?” I asked.
“To a private marriage, and then flight.…”
“But with whom?”
“With me!…”
“What! your Grace! but where to?”
“To the end of the world, if need be.… Ah, yes, while I think of it,
persuade her not to carry pistolets on her person; the other day, in a
passion, she nearly killed her own maid, Francesca.…”
Having uttered this confession, this athletic, this splendid
Apollo-like count, stood before me as flushed as a schoolgirl, and his
eyes were cast down, just as if he were some love-sick youth awaiting
his sentence.
What answer could I make him? In my agitation I was silent; but then,
as always, I decided to remain his most devoted and obedient servant.
After all, what was it? A marriage. There was nothing bad in that. In
marrying her the count was only obeying the dictates of his heart, and
while gaining in position by allying himself with Imperial blood, he
was transforming the “Adventuress” into the modest Countess Orloff.
* * * * *
Here I must interrupt my narrative, and return to the present--to our
poor frigate. My God! how awful! Tempest-tost, the _Northern Eagle_
for five whole days was borne no one knew whither. All the reckonings,
all the fathomings were being done in vain. To-day, at dawn, we passed
Spain, not far from the African coast and near some wild stony islands.
We made signals, but in the fog no one could see us. In the daytime,
having finished my watch, I remained on deck. A most unbearable, sultry
coast-wind, a boundless expanse of water, splashing between the rocks,
a ship without mast or compass, universal despair, and not the least
hope of being saved: that is all we have before our eyes. The first
reef, and we are lost. Irena, oh! far-off charming traitress! oh! could
you but see all the torments endured by the poor rejected exile! Night,
again a calm. I’m once more in my cabin. All-powerful God, give me only
the strength to live through this night and finish writing my tale.
CHAPTER XII.
_THE PRINCESS SEEKS MY ADVICE._
The exhausted commander sleeps soundly. Only the sentinels and I are
on watch. I shall begin now to relate the saddest experience of all
my life. This experience is the principal excuse for my writing this
confession. May she who caused me to wander, an exile in a foreign
land, remember that she was the involuntary participator in that action
which will remain a source of regret and reproach to the end of my life.
It was at Bologna, to which place the count had removed.
The Princess had desired to see me. She kindly invited me to be seated,
and took a chair herself. I noticed again those two hectic spots on her
cheeks, that her eyes were literally glowing, and that she seemed quite
beside herself.
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