The Private Papers of Henry RyecroftGissing, George
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The Private Papers of Henry Ryecroft
Gissing, George
English fiction -- 19th century
When travelling, I have now and then watched the sunrise, and always with
an exultation unlike anything produced in me by other aspects of nature.
I remember daybreak on the Mediterranean; the shapes of islands growing
in hue after hue of tenderest light, until they floated amid a sea of
glory. And among the mountains--that crowning height, one moment a cold
pallor, the next soft-glowing under the touch of the rosy-fingered
goddess. These are the things I shall never see again; things, indeed,
so perfect in memory that I should dread to blur them by a newer
experience. My senses are so much duller; they do not show me what once
they did.
How far away is that school-boy time, when I found a pleasure in getting
up and escaping from the dormitory whilst all the others were still
asleep. My purpose was innocent enough; I got up early only to do my
lessons. I can see the long school-room, lighted by the early sun; I can
smell the school-room odour--a blend of books and slates and wall-maps
and I know not what. It was a mental peculiarity of mine that at five
o'clock in the morning I could apply myself with gusto to mathematics, a
subject loathsome to me at any other time of the day. Opening the book
at some section which was wont to scare me, I used to say to myself:
"Come now, I'm going to tackle this this morning! If other boys can
understand it, why shouldn't I?" And in a measure I succeeded. In a
measure only; there was always a limit at which my powers failed me,
strive as I would.
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