The professor's experiment: A novel, Vol. 3 (of 3)Duchess
Science
The professor's experiment: A novel, Vol. 3 (of 3)
Duchess
Science fiction
All day long Susan sits with her little boy, sometimes, when his aches
are worse than usual, hushing him against her breast, and breathing soft
childish songs into his ear to soothe his sufferings and keep up his
heart, whilst her own is breaking. For is it not her fault that he is
suffering now? If she had not forgotten him—this little lamb of her dead
mother’s fold, left by that dying mother to her special care—he might be
now as well and strong as all the rest of them.
* * * * *
She is sitting with him now in the schoolroom, lying back in the old
armchair quite motionless, for the suffering child within her arms has
fallen into a fitful slumber, when the door is opened, and Crosby
enters. He had left the Park about a month ago, and had not been
expected back for some time—not until the spring, indeed—but something
unknown or unacknowledged even by himself had driven him back after four
weeks to this small corner of the earth.
‘Sh!’ breathes Susan softly, putting up her hand. A warm flush has
suddenly dyed her pale face, grown white through grief and many
watchings. Her surprise at seeing Crosby is almost unbounded, and with
it is another feeling—of joy, of comfort, of support. All through her
strange joy and surprise, however, she remembers the child, and that he
sleeps. Of late his slumbers have grown very precious.
Crosby advances slowly, carefully. This gives him time to look at Susan,
to mark the sadness of the tender face bending over the sleeping child,
to mark also the terrible lines of suffering on his. But his eyes wander
always back to Susan.
In her grief, how beautiful she is! how human! how womanly! And with the
child pressed against her breast. Oh, Susan, you were always pretty, but
now! The grief is almost divine. Oh, little young Madonna!
But, then, to have Susan look like that! He wakes from his dreams of her
beauty with a sharp anger against himself. And now only one thing is
uppermost in his mind—Susan is suffering. Well, then, Susan must not be
allowed to suffer.
‘He is ill?’ he says quickly, in a low tone.
‘Oh, so ill! He—he has been ill now for three weeks. The cold, that hurt
him.’ She lifts her face for a moment, struggles with herself, and then
lowers her head again, as if to do something to Bonnie’s little necktie,
lest he should see her tears.
‘Tell me about it,’ says Crosby, drawing up a chair and seating himself
close to her and the boy. There is something so friendly, so
sympathetic, in his action that the poor child’s heart expands.
‘Oh, you can’t think how bad it has been!’ she says. ‘This dreadful cold
seems to get into him. Speak very low. He slept hardly two hours the
whole of last night.’
‘How do you know that?’—quickly.
‘How should I not know?’—surprised. ‘I slept with him. Who should know
if I didn’t?’
‘Then you did not even sleep two hours?’
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