The Prussian OfficerLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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The Prussian Officer
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
Fiction; Short stories
He had resumed the old habit of eating before he washed himself. Miss
Louisa served his dinner. It was strange and exciting to her. She was
strung up tense, trying to understand him and his mother. She watched
him as he sat. He was turned away from his food, looking in the fire.
Her soul watched him, trying to see what he was. His black face and
arms were uncouth, he was foreign. His face was masked black with
coal-dust. She could not see him, she could not even know him. The
brown eyebrows, the steady eyes, the coarse, small moustache above the
closed mouth—these were the only familiar indications. What was he, as
he sat there in his pit-dirt? She could not see him, and it hurt her.
She ran upstairs, presently coming down with the flannels and the
bran-bag, to heat them, because the pain was on again.
He was half-way through his dinner. He put down the fork, suddenly
nauseated.
“They will soothe the wrench,” she said. He watched, useless and left
out.
“Is she bad?” he asked.
“I think she is,” she answered.
It was useless for him to stir or comment. Louisa was busy. She went
upstairs. The poor old woman was in a white, cold sweat of pain.
Louisa’s face was sullen with suffering as she went about to relieve
her. Then she sat and waited. The pain passed gradually, the old woman
sank into a state of coma. Louisa still sat silent by the bed. She
heard the sound of water downstairs. Then came the voice of the old
mother, faint but unrelaxing:
“Alfred’s washing himself—he’ll want his back washing——”
Louisa listened anxiously, wondering what the sick woman wanted.
“He can’t bear if his back isn’t washed——” the old woman persisted, in
a cruel attention to his needs. Louisa rose and wiped the sweat from
the yellowish brow.
“I will go down,” she said soothingly.
“If you would,” murmured the sick woman.
Louisa waited a moment. Mrs Durant closed her eyes, having discharged
her duty. The young woman went downstairs. Herself, or the man, what
did they matter? Only the suffering woman must be considered.
Alfred was kneeling on the hearthrug, stripped to the waist, washing
himself in a large panchion of earthenware. He did so every evening,
when he had eaten his dinner; his brothers had done so before him. But
Miss Louisa was strange in the house.
He was mechanically rubbing the white lather on his head, with a
repeated, unconscious movement, his hand every now and then passing
over his neck. Louisa watched. She had to brace herself to this also.
He bent his head into the water, washed it free of soap, and pressed
the water out of his eyes.
“Your mother said you would want your back washing,” she said.
Curious how it hurt her to take part in their fixed routine of life!
Louisa felt the almost repulsive intimacy being forced upon her. It was
all so common, so like herding. She lost her own distinctness.
He ducked his face round, looking up at her in what was a very comical
way. She had to harden herself.
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