The boyish look was gone from him. He might have been taken for ten
years older. The thing had happened that takes place abruptly in many
Americans, more among business men than artists: Youth had been put
away, its trace of divine humor exchanged for adult seriousness.
“Why didn’t you come to the office to-day, Dicky?” she asked.
“I wanted to see you here--like this.”
They were standing under the light.
“Why, you’re different,” she said.
“John Higgins said that. They told me so at home, uptown. I feel
different, but it isn’t an improvement. And you, Pidge, you’re taller.
And John Higgins says you’re doing so well.”
“I’m thanking you every day for that----”
She kept thinking about the change in him. If this were selflessness,
she liked him better before. He had been quite unselfish enough, she
thought. She didn’t see the fight in him, because it was so subtly
identified with herself. She only knew that he seemed without fight.
“Keep on your things, Pidge. We’ll go out somewhere----”
* * * * *
That was the beginning of strange days and evenings. They played at
the old game of _Comrades_. Often they lunched together, occasionally
with John Higgins for a third. At such times it seemed that they took
_The Public Square_ with them, subscribers, advertisers, contributors,
policies. It was that curious time in America when the personal and
national meaning of the European war was breaking through with all its
paralyzing ramifications; when all who were sensitive at all reflected
division and strife in themselves, as a deep leveling sickness.
Pidge was taken to the Cobden home, a new and terrifically complicated
modern apartment in East Fiftieth Street, but the furnishings, the
household ceremonials, the people themselves, suggested prints of New
York interiors in 1870--respectable, established, grim. The gradual
speeding up of the world for a half century to the explosive point of
1914 ended with the click of the key in this hall door, and you were
in the world of another day, with a spinster aunt, a widowed mother,
an unmarried sister, a slowly disintegrating grandfather, and Dicky
himself, not in a different guise at all--the same courteous, sincere
Dicky, but now to Pidge Musser’s western eyes, utterly, revealingly
comprehensible. This was the place that had made him. This was his
reason for being.
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