“I don’t know what it is, mother--no, no, he did not vex me. I suppose I
am glad to hear you speak of him so,” said the shy Menie, ashamed of her
tears. The mother and daughter were in their own room preparing for
rest, and Menie let down her hair over her face, and played with it in
her fingers, that there might be no more remark or notice of this
unwilling emotion. It was strange--never all her life before had Menie
wept for anything indefinite: for childish provocations--for little
vexations of early youth--for pity--she had shed bright transitory
tears, but she had never “cried for nothing” until now.
“Yes, I am pleased,” said Mrs Laurie, as she tied her muslin cap over
her ears: “what did you say, Menie? I thought this coming to London
would satisfy me on the one point which is likely to be more important
than all others, and I was right. Yes, Menie, lie down, like a good
girl; you must be wearied--and lie down with a good heart--you have a
fair prospect, as fair as woman could wish. I am quite satisfied
myself.”
But how it came about that Menie only slept in broken snatches--that
Menie dreamt uncomfortable dreams of harassment and annoyance--dangers
in which Randall forsook her--cares of which he had no part--Menie did
not know. A day ago, and Mrs Laurie’s unsolicited avowal of
“satisfaction” had lifted Menie into the purest glow of joy, but
to-night she cannot tell what makes her so restless and uneasy--what
prompts her now and then to fall a-weeping, all unwillingly, and “for
nothing.” Alas for Menie Laurie’s quiet heart!--something has come to
trouble the waters, but in other guise than an angel’s.
The grass is soft and mossy under the elm trees, and the morning air--a
world of sweetness--beatifies their every branch and stem. Down yonder
in the hollow, low at your feet, Menie Laurie, the great slave Titan has
wakened to his daily toil. Is that the sweep of his mighty arm stirring
the heavy mist which hangs above him? Is this the clang of his ponderous
tools ringing up faintly into the quiet skies? The children are not
astir yet, to seek their pleasure in these precincts. Nothing seems
awake in this composed and sober place; but yonder, with many a conflict
in his heart, with many a throbbing purpose in his brain, with life and
strength tingling to his finger-points, with sighs and laughter swelling
in his breath--yonder great vassal of the world is up and doing, holding
the fate of a new day undeveloped in his busy hand.
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