Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
Now, as she sank into the chair, he bent over and kissed her awkwardly.
“Poor old gel, they've tired you out. Had nothing to eat since you left
here, I'll warrant. Put up your tootsies and I'll pull off your shoes;
then I'll order some supper for you.”
“I couldn't eat anything.”
The room was in darkness and the window wide. In the street children
were screaming and playing. A mother, standing on her doorstep, called
to her truants through the dusk----- Oh, for a gust of silence--a desert
of sound without footsteps; Jehane felt that her life was trespassed
on, jostled, undignified. Through the cramped suburb of red-brick villas
crept the summer night, like a shameful woman footsore and clad in
lavender. Red-brick villas! They were so similar that, if you shook them
up in a gigantic hat and set them out afresh, the streets would look in
no way different. They were all built in the same style. The mortar
had fallen out in the same places. The front gardens were of equal
dimensions. They had no individuality. If anyone attempted to be
original in the color of her paint or the shape of her curtains, next
day she was copied.
With the stale odor of tobacco mingled the sweet fragrance of
June flowers. She had only to close her eyes and she was back in
Oxford--Oxford which she had exchanged for this rash experiment. She
wondered, had she been more patient, would something more delightful
have happened. The sameness of economy had worn out her strength and its
prospect appalled her.--If Ocky could contrive her escape, even at this
late hour, what right had Barrington to prevent him?
He had gone to fetch her slippers--that at least was kind and
thoughtful. She treated him with spite. She shrank from the familiarity
of his touch. She hated herself for it; and yet she eked out the seconds
of her respite from him.
A lamp-lighter shuffled by the garden railings; at his magic, primrose
pools weltered up in the dusk.--This business of marriage--had she been
less hasty, she might have done better for herself. Oh well, the wisdom
which follows the event...
Footsteps on the stairs! As he knelt to put on her slippers, she
conquered her revulsion and let her hand rest on his head. He started,
surprised: it was long since she had shown him affection. His voice was
shaky when he addressed her.
“Now you're better, old dear. More rested, aren't you?” She held him
at arm's length, her palms flat against his breast. In the darkness she
felt the pleading in his eyes. “Oh, Ocky, you'll do it this time, won't
you?”
“Do what, Duchess?”
“Don't call me Duchess; just for once be serious.”
“I am serious, darling. What is it?”
“D'you remember years ago, when you asked me to marry you? D'you
remember what you said?”
“Might, if you told me. Was I more than ordinarily foolish?”
“You said, 'I need your strength. With you I could be a man.'”
“I'd clean forgotten. Funny way of proposin'--eh?”
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