Arizona -- Fiction; Frontier and pioneer life -- Fiction; Western stories
Next day Shefford threw himself with all the boy left in him into the
work and play of the village. He helped the women and made games for the
children. And he talked or listened. In the early evening he called on
Ruth, chatted awhile, and went on to see Joan, and from her to another.
When the valley became shrouded in darkness he went unseen down the path
to Mary's lonely home.
She was there, a white shadow against the black.
When she replied to his greeting her voice seemed full, broken, eager to
express something that would not come. She was happier to see him than
she should have been, Shefford thought. He talked, swiftly, eloquently,
about whatever he believed would interest her. He stayed long, and
finally left, not having seen her face except in pale starlight and
shadow; and the strong clasp of her hand remained with him as he went
away under the pinyons.
Days passed swiftly. Joe Lake did not return. The Indian rode in and out
of camp, watered and guarded the pack-burros and the mustangs. Shefford
grew strong and active. He made gardens for the women; he cut cords of
fire-wood; he dammed the brook and made an irrigation ditch; he learned
to love these fatherless children, and they loved him.
In the afternoons there was leisure for him and for the women. He had no
favorites, and let the occasion decide what he should do and with whom
he should be. They had little parties at the cottages and picnics under
the cedars. He rode up and down the valley with Ruth, who could ride
a horse as no other girl he had ever seen. He climbed with Hester. He
walked with Joan. Mostly he contrived to include several at once in the
little excursions, though it was not rare for him to be out alone with
one.
It was not a game he was playing. More and more, as he learned to know
these young women, he liked them better, he pitied them, he was good for
them. It shamed him, hurt him, somehow, to see how they tried to forget
something when they were with him. Not improbably a little of it was
coquetry, as natural as a laugh to any pretty woman. But that was not
what hurt him. It was to see Ruth or Rebecca, as the case might be, full
of life and fun, thoroughly enjoying some jest or play, all of a sudden
be strangely recalled from the wholesome pleasure of a girl to become
a deep and somber woman. The crimes in the name of religion! How he
thought of the blood and the ruin laid at the door of religion! He
wondered if that were so with Nas Ta Bega's religion, and he meant
to find out some day. The women he liked best he imagined the least
religious, and they made less effort to attract him.
Every night in the dark he went to Mary's home and sat with her on the
porch. He never went inside. For all he knew, his visits were unknown to
her neighbors. Still, it did not matter to him if they found out. To her
he could talk as he had never talked to any one. She liberated all his
thought and fancy. He filled her mind.
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