It was needful that he should work while the day was his in which to
work; and he did work. There was still much to be done. Williams was
having a threat of labor troubles at the dam, and Stillings had
unearthed another possible flaw in the land titles dating back to the
promotion of a certain railroad which had never gotten far beyond the
paper stage and the acquiring of some of its rights of way.
Smith flung himself masterfully at the new difficulties as they arose,
and earned his meed of praise from the men for whom he overcame them.
But under the surface current of the hurrying business tide a bitter
undertow was beginning to set in. In every characterizing change it is
inevitable that there should be some loss in the scrapping of the old to
make way for the new. Smith saw himself in two aspects. In one he stood
as a man among men, with a promise of winning honors and wealth; with
the still more ecstatic promise of being able, perhaps, to win the love
of the vivifying young woman who had once touched the spring of
sentiment in him--and was touching it again. In the other he was a
fugitive and an outlaw, waiting only for some spreader of the net to
come and tap him on the shoulder.
He took his first decided backward step on the night when he went into a
hardware store and bought a pistol. The free, fair-fighting spirit which
had sent him barehanded against the three claim-jumpers was gone and in
its place there was a fell determination, undefined as yet, but keying
itself to the barbaric pitch. With the weapon in his pocket he could
look back over the transforming interspaces with a steadier eye. Truly,
he had come far since that night in the Lawrenceville Bank when a single
fierce gust of passion had plucked him away from all the familiar
landmarks.
And as for Corona Baldwin, there were days in which he set his jaw and
told himself that nothing, even if it were the shedding of blood, should
stand in the way of winning her. It was his right as a man; he had done
nothing to make himself the outlaw that the Lawrenceville indictment
declared him to be; therefore he would fight for his chance--slay for
it, if need be. But there were other days when the saner thought
prevailed and he saw the pit of selfishness into which the new
barbarisms were plunging him. The Baldwins were his friends, and they
were accepting him in the full light of the inference that he was a man
under a cloud. Could he take a further advantage of their generosity by
involving them still more intimately in his own particular entanglement?
He assured himself that he couldn't and wouldn't; that though he might,
indeed, commit a murder when the pinch came, he was still man enough to
stay away from Hillcrest.
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