The Real Shelley. New Views of the Poet's Life. Vol. 2 (of 2)Jeaffreson, John Cordy
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The Real Shelley. New Views of the Poet's Life. Vol. 2 (of 2)
Jeaffreson, John Cordy
Poets, English -- 19th century -- Biography; Shelley, Percy Bysshe, 1792-1822
Self-murder being a form of wickedness denied by the moral and social
proprieties to all persons in their minds, not belonging to the lower
orders, and being, therefore, a departure from righteousness that would
disqualify Mary for her place of honour in the annals of a respectable
county family, it has been decreed by Mary Wollstonecraft’s admirers that
she was out of her right mind, to the extent of not knowing what she was
doing when she thus attempted to kill herself. Is it not written in Mr.
Kegan Paul’s book that Mary’s attempt to drown herself was made when she
was ‘driven to despair and was for a time quite out of her mind?’ In
connexion with this verdict, it is well to remember that, some time before
going down to Putney, Mary wrote a very powerfully worded letter to Imlay,
saying therein, ‘I go to find comfort, and my only fear is, that my poor
body will be insulted by an endeavour to recall my hated existence. But I
shall plunge into the Thames, where there is the least chance of my being
snatched from the death I seek.’ After writing this quite lucid and
well-worded letter, Mary went down to Putney; and, after providing in the
most deliberate manner for the achievement of her purpose, she climbed
over the side of the Bridge and threw herself into the deep water. When
she did all this she was so completely out of her mind, that she should
not be deemed accountable for her actions, and cognizant of what she was
doing. This is Mr. Kegan Paul’s view of the matter.
It is impossible to trace precisely the course of Mary Wollstonecraft’s
life in the last three months of 1795 and the first month of 1796 (from
the stormy, hysterical, changeful epistles, that conclude the series of
published _Letters_ to Imlay, and other letters of the same period, which
I have examined for the illustration of her story); but in December she
was still writing to him with a faint, flickering hope of recalling him to
her side. On some day of December, subsequent to the 8th of that month,
she wrote to him in these words:--
‘Imlay, believe me, it is not romance, you have acknowledged to me
feelings of this kind. You could restore me to life and hope, and the
satisfaction you would feel would amply repay you. In tearing myself
from you, it is my own heart I pierce; and the time will come, when
you will lament that you have thrown away a heart that, even in the
moment of passion, you cannot despise. I would owe everything to your
generosity, but, for God’s sake, keep me no longer in suspense! Let me
see you once more.’
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