Great Britain -- History -- Barons' War, 1263-1267 -- Fiction
What could it avail her that she was a woman and could dream dreams? The
torch was quenched, the wine spilt from the jar. There was no other path
than this even though it was strewn with thorns. She must follow it to
the end, forgetting that other life, and yet remembering it, hating the
world, yet thinking of one heart that might have stood for the whole
world. If she escaped bitterness and shame, surely she should be
grateful, and contented with such mercies. There was no other life for
her but this one of self-renunciation.
Slowly, and very sadly she put on the white shift and tunic, emblems of
what the world believed in. She bound up her hair and the touch of it
brought back the memory of that night, a memory that stung like an asp
at the breast. When she had dressed herself, she knelt on the threshold
to pray until the midnight offering. But her misery fled forth into
other ways, and she thought of man before she thought of God.
Hours had passed, and there was a sense of stir somewhere over yonder
where the abbey lay. A bell began to toll, slowly and sonorously, the
first clang of its clapper sounding a note of dismal sanctity. Torches
were being lit, for a faint glare began to rise above the orchards and
the thickets, and Denise, kneeling on the bare stones, knew that the
hour of her renunciation was near.
The sound of their coming was still a sound in the distance when Denise
heard the trampling of a horse along the road that ran not very far from
her cell. It ceased suddenly, and a murmur of voices came up to her in
the darkness. Then all was still again save for the tolling of the bell,
and the solemn chanting which told her that Dom Silvius and the Brethren
who had charge of her were coming with torches over the hill.
Now Denise had risen and gone out into the green close when the
trampling of hoofs came along the thorn hedge with the creaking of
harness, and the snorting of a horse. Denise stood still, holding her
breath as she listened. The moon had gone, and the only light was the
glare of the torches that were topping the hill.
Denise heard a voice calling.
“Denise,” it said; “Sancta Denise.”
The trampling of hoofs had ceased, and there was silence save for the
chanting of the monks upon the hill top. Something moved beyond the
hedge, and Denise heard the latch of the gate lifted. The heart stood
still in her a moment. Someone was near her in the close, for she heard
the sound of breathing, and the rustling of feet in the grass.
A man’s whisper came to her out of the dark.
“Denise!”
In a moment, she knew not how, the warm silence of the night grew full
of love and life. He was close to her with a white, passionate face
looking into hers, questioning her very soul. Perhaps their hands
touched. It was like the tumult and yearning of waters in a dark and
narrow place.
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