Americans -- France -- Fiction; Domestic fiction; France -- Fiction; Love stories; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
She was glad now that she had confessed her doubts and her jealousy.
She divined that a man in love may be flattered by such involuntary
betrayals, that there are moments when respect for his liberty appeals
to him less than the inability to respect it: moments so propitious
that a woman’s very mistakes and indiscretions may help to establish her
dominion. The sense of power she had been aware of in talking to Darrow
came back with ten-fold force. She felt like testing him by the most
fantastic exactions, and at the same moment she longed to humble herself
before him, to make herself the shadow and echo of his mood. She wanted
to linger with him in a world of fancy and yet to walk at his side in
the world of fact. She wanted him to feel her power and yet to love her
for her ignorance and humility. She felt like a slave, and a goddess,
and a girl in her teens...
XIII
Darrow, late that evening, threw himself into an armchair before his
fire and mused.
The room was propitious to meditation. The red-veiled lamp, the corners
of shadow, the splashes of firelight on the curves of old full-bodied
wardrobes and cabinets, gave it an air of intimacy increased by its
faded hangings, its slightly frayed and threadbare rugs. Everything in
it was harmoniously shabby, with a subtle sought-for shabbiness in which
Darrow fancied he discerned the touch of Fraser Leath. But Fraser Leath
had grown so unimportant a factor in the scheme of things that these
marks of his presence caused the young man no emotion beyond that of a
faint retrospective amusement.
The afternoon and evening had been perfect.
After a moment of concern over her step-son’s departure, Anna had
surrendered herself to her happiness with an impetuosity that Darrow had
never suspected in her. Early in the afternoon they had gone out in the
motor, traversing miles of sober-tinted landscape in which, here and
there, a scarlet vineyard flamed, clattering through the streets of
stony villages, coming out on low slopes above the river, or winding
through the pale gold of narrow wood-roads with the blue of clear-cut
hills at their end. Over everything lay a faint sunshine that seemed
dissolved in the still air, and the smell of wet roots and decaying
leaves was merged in the pungent scent of burning underbrush. Once, at
the turn of a wall, they stopped the motor before a ruined gateway and,
stumbling along a road full of ruts, stood before a little old deserted
house, fantastically carved and chimneyed, which lay in a moat under the
shade of ancient trees. They paced the paths between the trees, found
a mouldy Temple of Love on an islet among reeds and plantains, and,
sitting on a bench in the stable-yard, watched the pigeons circling
against the sunset over their cot of patterned brick. Then the motor
flew on into the dusk...
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