The Restless SexChambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
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The Restless Sex
Chambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
American fiction -- 20th century
"Notions that a girl’s mission is to go to parties and dance when she
doesn’t desire to—that a girl had better conform to the uninteresting
and stilted laws of the recent past and live her life as an animated
clothes-rack, mind her deportment, and do what nice girls do, and marry
and become the mother of numerous offspring; which shall be taught to
follow in her footsteps and do the same thing all over again, generation
after generation—_ad nauseam_!—— Oh, Jim! I’m not going to live out my
life that way and be looked after as carefully as a pedigreed
Pekinese——"
"For Heaven’s sake——"
"For Heaven’s sake—yes!—and in God’s name, Jim, it is time that a
woman’s mind was occupied by something beside the question of clothes
and husbands and children!"
The boy whistled softly, stared at her, and she looked at him
unflinchingly, with her pretty, breathless smile of defiance.
"I want to live my own life in my own way. Can’t I?" she asked.
"Of course——"
"You say that. But the instant I venture to express a desire for any
outlet—for any chance to be myself, express myself, seek the artistic
means for self-utterance, then you tell me I am unconventional!"
He was silent.
"Nobody hampers _you_!" she flashed out. "You are free to choose your
profession."
"But why do _you_ want a profession, Steve?"
"Why? Because I feel the need of it. Because just ordinary society
does not interest me. I prefer Bohemia."
He said:
"There’s a lot of stuff talked about studios and atmosphere and ’urge’
and general Bohemian irresponsibility—and a young girl is apt to get a
notion that she, also, experiences the ’cosmic urge’ and that
’self-expression’ is her middle name.... That’s all I mean, Steve. You
frequently have voiced your desire for a career among the fine arts.
Now and then you have condescended to sketch for me your idea of an
ideal environment, which appears to be a studio in studio disorder, art
produced in large chunks, and ’people worth while’ loudly attacking
pianos and five o’clock tea——"
"Jim! You are not nice to me.... If I didn’t love you with all my
heart——"
"It’s because I’m fond of you, too," he explained. "I don’t want my
sister, all over clay or paint, sitting in a Greenwich village studio,
smoking cigarettes and frying sausages for lunch! No! Or I don’t want
her bullied by an ignorant stage director or leered at by an animal who
plays ’opposite,’ or insulted by a Semitic manager. Is that very
astonishing?"
The girl rose, nervous, excited, but laughing:
"You dear old out-of-date thing! We’ll continue this discussion another
time. Dad’s been alone in the library altogether too long." She
laughed again, a little hint of tenderness in her gaiety; and extended
her hand. He took it.
"Without prejudice," she said. "I adore you, Jim!"
"And with all my heart, Steve. I just want you to do what will be best
for you, little sister."
"I know. Thank you, Jim. Now, we’ll go and find dad."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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