The Right Stuff: Some Episodes in the Career of a North BritonHay, Ian
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The Right Stuff: Some Episodes in the Career of a North Briton
Hay, Ian
Great Britain -- Fiction
"He got quite pink. 'Thank you,' he said. 'But for all that, I am too
rough a suitor for such a polished little aristocrat as yourself.'
(Rather cheek, that! After all, Dilly, we're five feet seven.) 'We
live in an artificial sort of world; and a man, in order not to jar on
those around him, requires certain social accomplishments. I have
few--at present. You have taught me a great deal, but I should still
rather discredit you as a husband. My want of polish would 'affront'
you, as we say in Scotland. I am a better beater than shot; I can
break a horse better than I can ride it; and I dance a reel better
than I waltz. I have strength, but no grace; ability, but no
distinction. Of course, if you and I really loved each other--you
being of Type Two--none of these things would matter. But for all
that, it would hurt you to see people smiling at your husband's little
_gaucheries_, wouldn't it?'
"I didn't answer, and he got up and went and leaned against the
mantelpiece.
"'Listen,' he said, 'and I will tell you what I have decided to do. I
have made up my mind not to have a try for you--badly though I want
it--till I consider that I have reached your standard. I fixed that
standard myself, so it is a very, very high one, I have been schooling
myself and shaping myself to attain it ever since I met you. But I
have not quite reached it yet, and therefore I have nothing to ask of
you now.'"
"Then what on earth have you brought me here for?" inquired Dolly,
feeling vaguely aggrieved.
Robin surveyed her rather wistfully, and then smiled in a disarming
fashion.
"That was weakness," he said, "sheer weakness. But I think it was
pardonable. I saw, now that your sister was married, that the days of
your old irresponsible flirtations were over, and that you would
henceforth regard proposals of marriage as much more serious things than
hitherto. Consequently you might marry any day, without ever knowing
that a little later on you would have received an offer from me. I have
brought you here, then, to tell you that I am a prospective candidate,
but that I do not feel qualified to put down my name at present. Ideally
speaking, I ought to have kept silence until the moment when I
considered that I was ready for you; but--well, there are limits to
self-repression, and I have allowed myself this one little outbreak. All
I ask, then, is that in considering other offers you will bear somewhere
in the back of your mind the remembrance that you will, if you desire
it, one day have the refusal of me. I admit that the possibility of your
being influenced by the recollection is very remote, but I am going to
leave nothing undone that _can_ be done to get you."
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