The Road to UnderstandingPorter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
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The Road to Understanding
Porter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
Marriage -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction
And there the matter ended. As the summer passed, Burke fell into the
way of going often to see his father, though never at meal-time. He went
alone. Helen said she did not care to go, and that she did not _see_
what fun Burke could find in it, anyway.
To Burke, these hours that he spent with his father chatting and smoking
in the dim old library, or on the vine-shaded veranda, were like a
breeze blowing across the desert of existence--like water in a thirsty
land. From day to day he planned for these visits. From hour to hour he
lived upon them.
To all appearances John Denby and his son had picked up their old
comradeship exactly where the marriage had severed it. Even to Burke's
watchful, sensitive eyes the "wall" seemed quite gone. There was,
however, one difference: mother was never mentioned. John Denby never
spoke of her now.
There was plenty to talk about. There were all the old interests, and
there was business. Burke was giving himself heart and soul to business
these days. In July he won another promotion, and was given an advance
in wages. Often, to Burke's infinite joy, his father consulted him about
matters and things quite beyond his normal position, and showed in other
ways his approval of his son's progress. Helen, the marriage, and the
Dale Street home life were never mentioned--for which Burke was
thankful.
"He _couldn't_ say anything I'd want to hear," said Burke to himself, at
times. "And I--_I_ can't say anything _he_ wants to hear. Best forget
it--if we can."
To "forget it" seemed, indeed, in these days, to be Burke's aim and
effort. Always had Burke tried to forget things. From the day his
six-months-old fingers had flung the offending rattle behind him had
Burke endeavored to thrust out of sight and mind everything that
annoyed--and Helen and marriage had become very annoying.
Systematically, therefore, he was trying to forget them. His attitude,
indeed, was not unlike that of a small boy who, weary of his game of
marbles, cries, "Oh, come, let's play something else. I'm tired of
this!"--an attitude which, naturally, was not conducive to happiness,
either for himself or for any one else--particularly as the game he was
playing was marriage, not marbles.
The summer passed and October came. Life at the Dale Street flat had
settled into a monotony of discontent and dreariness. Helen,
discouraged, disappointed, and far from well, dragged through the
housework day by day, wishing each night that it were morning, and each
morning that it were night--a state of mind scarcely conducive to
happiness on her part.
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