The Road to UnderstandingPorter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
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The Road to Understanding
Porter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
Marriage -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction
"Er--er--y-yes, very likely," he stammered, a sudden vision coming to
him of Helen as he had seen her on the floor in the midst of the inky
chaos a short time before.
"You're not the only one that isn't finding the present state of affairs
a--a bed of roses, Burke," said John Denby then.
"Er--ah--n-no," muttered the amazed husband. In his ears now rang
Helen's--"Maybe you think I ain't tired of working and pinching and
slaving!" Involuntarily he shivered and glanced at his father--dad could
not, of course, have _heard_!
"I have a plan to propose," announced John Denby quietly, after a
moment's silence. "As I said, I think Helen needs a rest--and a change.
I've seen quite a little of her since the baby came, you know, and I've
noticed--many things. I will send her a check for ten thousand dollars
to-morrow if she will take the baby and go away for a time--say, to her
old home for a visit. But there is one other condition," he continued,
lifting a quick hand to silence Burke's excited interruption. "I need a
rest and change myself. I should like to go to Alaska again; and I'd
like to have you go with me. Will you go?"
Burke sprang to his feet and began to pace up and down the wide veranda.
(From boyhood Burke had always "thrashed things out" on his feet.) For a
full minute now he said nothing. Then, abruptly, he stopped and wheeled
about. His face was very white.
"Dad, I can't. It seems too much like--like--"
"No, it isn't in the least like quitting, or running away," supplied
John Denby, reading unerringly his son's hesitation. "You're not
quitting at all. I'm asking you to go. Indeed, I'm begging you to go,
Burke. I want you. I need you. I'm not an old man, I know; but I feel
like one. These last two years have not been--er--a bed of roses for me,
either." In spite of a certain lightness in his words, the man's voice
shook a little. "I don't think you know, boy, how your old dad
has--missed you."
"Don't I? I can--guess." Burke wheeled and resumed his nervous stride.
The words, as he flung them out, were at once a challenge and an
admission. "But--Helen--" He stopped short, waiting.
"I've answered that. I've told you. Helen needs a rest and a change."
Again to the distraught husband's ears came the echo of a woman's
wailing--"Maybe you think I ain't tired of working and pinching and
slaving--"
"Then you don't think Helen will feel that I'm running away?" A growing
hope was in his eyes, but his brow still carried its frown of doubt.
"Not if she has a check for--ten thousand dollars," replied John Denby,
a bit grimly.
Burke winced. A painful red reached his forehead.
"It is, indeed, a large sum, sir,--too large," he resented, with sudden
stiffness. "Thank you; but I'm afraid we can't accept it, after all."
John Denby saw his mistake at once; but he did not make the second
mistake of showing it.
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