Had Mark Challoner been of a less autocratic disposition it would have
been very difficult, if not impossible, for him to have carried into
execution the absolute taboo under which he had placed the subject of
Geoffrey's disappearance. But the Squire had been a man of inexorable
determination of character; and as he was not at all capricious, and
exerted this resolution only when and where it was necessary, he had
never met with rebellion on the part of his elder son. What the story
of the younger had been, no one knew; no one had any certain
indication by which to guess. The tutor to whom the education of the
two boys had been intrusted was absent from Rowley Court when the
separation intended by Mark Challoner, and destined by Providence, to
be final, had taken place; and there was no reason to suppose that Mr.
Mordaunt had ever received any information concerning his former pupil
from the Squire. Had Miles Challoner been either older or younger at
the time of the occurrence, he might have been unable to observe his
father's peremptory command with the reluctant obedience he had
manifested until the end, when his pent-up anxiety had found vent in
his useless appeal to the dying Squire. But he had outlived the
restless irrepressible curiosity of the child, and he had not reached
the calm deliberative reasoning of the man. Now that the latter mode
of thought had fully come to him, he suffered keenly, as only such
sensitive natures have the gift to suffer, from his helpless ignorance
of his brother's fate. The thought haunted him. As children, he and
Geoffrey had loved each other well enough, after the childish fashion
which includes any amount of quarrelling and making-up again; but as
boys they had never got on very well together. They were essentially
different, with the difference which makes discord, not with the
contrast which produces harmony. Miles had always had an
unacknowledged consciousness that Geoffrey cared very little about
him, and this had had its influence upon the sensitive boy, an
influence even stronger than that of the want of accord in the tastes
and pursuits of the brothers. As Miles had advanced into manhood, he
had come to understand all the appalling gravity of such a sentence as
that which his father had passed upon his brother when he forbade the
mention of his name in the house where he had been born and bred. With
this comprehension came an intense yearning to know the meaning of the
sentence,--to be enabled to estimate its justice; a kind of revolt on
behalf of the banished brother, in which affection had less share than
an abstract love of right, happily strong in the nature of the young
man. And now there was no means of satisfying this yearning; the
secret had to all appearance died with the Squire, but its
consequences remained, to become an almost intolerable burden to Miles
Challoner.
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