I, meanwhile, am seeking the key to the sombre preoccupation that clouds
her brow, the haughty and defiant severity of her eyes, the cold
bitterness of her tongue. I ask myself if these are the natural traits
of a strange and complex character, or the symptoms of some secret
suffering, remorse, or fear, or love, which preys on this noble heart.
However slightly one may be interested in the question, it is impossible
not to feel a certain curiosity about a person so remarkable. Last
night, while old Alain, with whom I am a favourite, was serving my
solitary repast, I said:
"Well, Alain, it’s been a lovely day. Have you been riding?"
"Yes, sir, this morning, with mademoiselle."
"Oh, indeed!"
"You must have seen us go by, sir."
"Very likely. I sometimes do see you pass. You look well on horseback,
Alain."
"You’re very kind, sir. But mademoiselle looks better than I do."
"She is a very beautiful young lady."
"You’re right, sir, and she’s fair inside as well as outside. Just like
her mother. I’ll tell you something, sir. You know, perhaps, that this
property belonged to the last Comte de Castennec, whom I had the honour
of serving. When the Laroques bought the château I must own that I was
rather upset, and not inclined to stay with the new people. I had been
brought up to respect the nobility, and it went against my feelings to
live with people of no birth. You may have noticed, sir, that I am glad
to wait upon you; that is because I think you look like a gentleman. Are
you quite sure you don’t belong to the nobility, sir?"
"Quite sure, my poor Alain."
"Well, it’s of no consequence, sir, and this is what I wanted to tell
you," said Alain, with a graceful inclination. "In the service of these
ladies I have learned that nobility of the heart is as good as the
other, more especially that of the Comte de Castennec, who had a
weakness for beating his servants. Still, sir, it’s a great pity
mademoiselle cannot marry a gentleman with a fine old name. Then she
would be perfect."
"But, Alain, it seems to me that it only depends on herself."
"If you refer to M. de Bévallan, sir, it certainly does, for he asked
for her more than six months ago. Madame was not opposed to the
marriage, and, in fact, after the Laroques, M. de Bévallan is the
richest man hereabouts; but mademoiselle, though she didn’t positively
refuse, wanted time to think the matter over."
"But if she loves M. de Bévallan, and can marry him whenever she likes,
why is she always so sad and thoughtful?"
"It’s very true, sir, that mademoiselle has changed a good deal in the
last two or three years. Before that she was as merry as a bird; now she
seems to have something on her mind, but, if I may say so, it is not
love for this gentleman."
"You don’t seem very fond of M. de Bévallan yourself, Alain. But his
family is excellent."
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