The Romance of His Life, and Other RomancesCholmondeley, Mary
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The Romance of His Life, and Other Romances
Cholmondeley, Mary
Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Short stories
Gradually I conceived a slight dislike to Blanche. She seemed
colourless, lethargic, one of those people who without vitality
themselves, sap that of others, and expect to be dragged through life by
the energy of those with whom they live. It was perfectly obvious that
fat and foolish Mrs. Robinson was the only person in the house with any
energy whatever.
Presently the whole family had influenza. Then for the first time I saw
Blanche alone. She was laid up with the malady at the same time as her
husband and mother-in-law. I went to her room, to see how she did, and
found her in bed.
She looked very small and young and wan, in an immense gilt four poster
with a magnificent satin quilt.
I reassured her as to her husband's condition, and then asked her a few
questions about herself, and told her that she would soon be well
again.
She gave polite answers, but again I had that first impression of her
that she was making an effort to keep her attention from wandering, that
she felt no interest in what I was saying.
"Have you an amusing book to pass the time?" I asked.
She looked at a pile on the table near her.
"Perhaps your eyes are too tired to read?"
"No," she said, "I had forgotten they were there. I don't care for
reading."
Her eyes left the books and travelled back to the other end of the large
ornate room, overfilled with richly gilt Empire furniture.
I turned and followed her rapt gaze.
There were half-a-dozen yellow chrysanthemums in a dull green jar on a
Buhl chiffonier. The slanting November sunshine fell on them, and threw
against the white wall a shadow of them. It was a shadow transfigured,
intricate yet vague, mysterious, beautiful exceedingly.
I should never have noticed it if she had not looked at it with such
intentness. For a moment I saw it with her eyes. I was touched; I hardly
knew why. All the apathy was gone from her face. There was passion in
it. She looked entirely exhausted, and yet it was the first time I had
seen her really alive.
The sunshine went out suddenly, and she sighed.
"You may get up to-morrow, and go downstairs," I said. "It is dull for
you alone up here."
"I like being here," she said.
Was she, like so many women, "contrary?" Always opposing the suggestions
of others, never willing to fall in with family arrangements.
"Don't you want to see the goldfish?" I hazarded, speaking as if to a
child. "He must be lonely now Mrs. Robinson is laid up. And who will
give him his crumbs?"
"No, I don't want to see him," she said passionately. "I never look at
him if I can help it. Oh Dr. Giles, everyone seems to shut their eyes
who comes into this house--everyone--but don't you see how dreadful it
is to be a prisoner?"
She looked at me with timid despairing eyes, which yet had a flicker of
hope in them. I patted her hand gently, and found she still had a little
fever.
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