Peyrol, unassisted, did all the cleaning. Then he turned con amore to
the fitting out of the tartane. The habits of activity still clung to
him. He welcomed something to do; this congenial task had all the air of
preparation for a voyage, which was a pleasing dream, and it brought
every evening the satisfaction of something achieved to that illusory
end. He rove new gear, scraped the masts himself, did all the sweeping,
scrubbing and painting single-handed, working steadily and hopefully as
though he had been preparing his escape from a desert island; and
directly he had cleaned and renovated the dark little hole of a cabin he
took to sleeping on board. Once only he went up on a visit to the farm
for a couple of days, as if to give himself a holiday. He passed them
mostly in observing Arlette. She was perhaps the first problematic
human being he had ever been in contact with. Peyrol had no contempt
for women. He had seen them love, suffer, endure, riot, and even fight
for their own hand, very much like men. Generally with men and women you
had to be on your guard, but in some ways women were more to be trusted.
As a matter of fact, his country-women were to him less known than any
other kind. From his experience of many different races, however, he had
a vague idea that women were very much alike everywhere. This one was a
lovable creature. She produced on him the effect of a child, aroused a
kind of intimate emotion which he had not known before to exist by
itself in a man. He was startled by its detached character. “Is it that
I am getting old?” he asked himself suddenly one evening, as he sat on
the bench against the wall looking straight before him, after she had
crossed his line of sight.
He felt himself an object of observation to Catherine, whom he used to
detect peeping at him round the corners or through half-opened doors. On
his part he would stare at her openly, aware of the impression he
produced on her: mingled curiosity and awe. He had the idea she did not
disapprove of his presence at the farm, where, it was plain to him, she
had a far from easy life. This had no relation to the fact that she did
all the household work. She was a woman of about his own age, straight
as a dart but with a wrinkled face. One evening as they were sitting
alone in the kitchen Peyrol said to her: “You must have been a handsome
girl in your day, Catherine. It’s strange you never got married.”
She turned to him under the high mantel of the fireplace and seemed
struck all of a heap, unbelieving, amazed, so that Peyrol was quite
provoked. “What’s the matter? If the old moke in the yard had spoken you
could not look more surprised. You can’t deny that you were a handsome
girl.”
She recovered from her scare to say: “I was born here, grew up here, and
early in my life I made up my mind to die here.”
“A strange notion,” said Peyrol, “for a young girl to take into her
head.”
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