Frontier and pioneer life -- New Mexico -- Juvenile fiction; New Mexico -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Juvenile fiction
I rode forward, turning at intervals to catch a glimpse of those lovely
outlines, but from no other point was the house visible. It lay buried
in the dark, majestic woods. I could only see the long bayonets of the
picturesque palmillas; and our road now descending among hills, these
too were soon hidden from my view.
Dropping the bridle, and leaving my horse to go at will, I fell into a
train of thoughts at once pleasant and painful.
I knew that I had inspired this young creature with a passion deep and
ardent as my own, perhaps more vital; for my heart had passed through
other affections, while hers had never throbbed with any save the
subdued solicitudes of a graceful childhood. She had never known
emotion. Love was her first strong feeling, her first passion. Would
it not, thus enthroned, reign over all other thoughts in her heart's
kingdom? She, too, so formed for love; so like its mythic goddess!
These reflections were pleasant. But the picture darkened as I turned
from looking back for the last time, and something whispered me, some
demon it was, "You may never see her more!"
The suggestion, even in this hypothetical form, was enough to fill my
mind with dark forebodings, and I began to cast my thoughts upon the
future. I was going upon no party of pleasure, from which I might
return at a fixed hour. Dangers were before me, the dangers of the
desert; and I knew that these were of no ordinary character. In our
plans of the previous night, Seguin had not concealed the perils of our
expedition. These he had detailed before exacting my final promise to
accompany him. Weeks before, I would not have regarded them--they would
only have lured me on to meet them; now my feelings were different, for
I believed that in my life there was another's. What, then, if the
demon had whispered truly? I might never see her more! It was a
painful thought; and I rode on, bent in the saddle, under the influence
of its bitterness.
But I was once more upon the back of my favourite Moro, who seemed to
"know his rider"; and as his elastic body heaved beneath me, my spirit
answered his, and began to resume its wonted buoyancy.
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