"Very well; what's it all about? What have I done to upset you like
this?"
She shut her eyes for a moment. When he spoke to her so kindly it
almost broke her heart; it brought back so vividly the boy sweetheart
whom she had never really forgotten. And yet this Jimmy was not the
Jimmy she had known in those happy days, This Jimmy only looked at her
with the same eyes; in reality he was another man--a stranger whom she
feared and almost hated.
He took her hand.
"Christine--are you ill?"
She opened her eyes; they were blazing.
The touch of his fingers on hers seemed to drive her mad.
"Yes," she said shrilly, "I am--ill because of you and your lies, and
your hateful deception; ill because you've broken my heart and ruined
my life. You swore to me that you'd never see Cynthia Farrow again.
You swore to me that it was all over and done with; and now--now----"
"Yes--now," said Jimmy; his voice was hoarse and strained. "Yes--and
now," he said again, as she did not answer.
She wrenched herself free.
"You've been with her this evening. You've left me alone here all
these hours to be with her. I don't count at all in your life. I
don't know why you married me, unless it was to--to pay her out. I
wish I'd never seen you. I wish I'd died before I ever married you. I
wish--oh, I wish I could die now," she ended in a broken whisper.
Jimmy had fallen back a step; he was no longer looking at her. There
was a curious expression of shocked horror in his, eyes as they stared
past his wife into the silent room.
Presently:
"She's dead," he said hoarsely. "Cynthia Farrow is dead."
CHAPTER XIV
BITTERNESS
"Dead!" Christine echoed Jimmy's hoarse word in a dull voice, not
understanding. "Dead!" she said again blankly.
He moved away from the door; he dropped into a chair and hid his face
in his hands.
There was a moment of absolute silence.
Christine stared at Jimmy's bowed head with dull eyes.
She was trying to force her brain to work, but she could not; she was
only conscious of a faint sort of curiosity as to whether Jimmy were
lying to her; but somehow he did not look as if he were. She tried to
speak to him, but no words would come.
Suddenly he raised his head; he was very pale. "Well?" he said
defiantly.
His eyes were hard and full of hurt; hurt because of another woman,
Christine told herself, in furious pain; hurt because the woman he had
really and truly loved had gone out of his life for ever.
She tried to say that she was sorry, but the words seemed to choke
her--she was not sorry; she was glad. She was passionately glad that
the beautiful woman whom she had at first so ardently admired was now
only a name between them.
"So you've no need to be jealous any more," said Jimmy Challoner, after
a moment.
No need to be jealous! There was still the same need; death cannot
take memory away with it. Christine felt as if the dead woman were
more certainly between them now, keeping them apart, than ever before.
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