California -- Fiction; Science fiction; Sicily (Italy) -- Fiction
"I have not worked for peace or happiness,"--she said and there was a
thrill of sadness in her voice--"because to my mind neither peace nor
happiness exist. From all we can see, and from the little we can learn,
I think the Maker of the universe never meant us to be happy or
peaceful. All Nature is at strife with itself, incessantly labouring
for such attainment as can hardly be won,--all things seem to be
haunted by fear and sorrow. And yet it seems to me that there are
remedies for most of our evils in the very composition of the
elements--if we were not ignorant and stupid enough to discourage our
discoverers on the verge of discovery. My application of a certain
substance, known to scientists, but scarcely understood, is an attempt
to solve the problem of swift aerial motion by light and heat--light
and heat being the chiefest supports of life. To use a force giving out
light and heat continuously seemed to me the way to create and command
equally continuous movement. I have--I think and hope--fairly
succeeded, and in order to accomplish my design I have used wealth that
would not have been at the service of most inventors,--wealth which my
father left to me quite unconditionally,--but were I able to fly with
my 'White Eagle' to the remotest parts of the Milky Way itself, I
should not look to find peace or happiness!"
"Why?"
The priest's simple query had a note of tender pity in it. Morgana
looked up at him with a little smile, but her eyes were tearful.
"Dear Don Aloysius, how can I tell 'why'? Nobody is really happy, and I
cannot expect to have what is denied to the whole world!"
Aloysius resumed his slow walk to and fro, and she kept quiet pace with
him.
"Have you ever thought what happiness is?" he asked, then--"Have you
ever felt it for a passing moment?"
"Yes"--she answered quickly--"But only at rare intervals--oh so rare!..."
"Poor little rich child!" he said, kindly--"Tell me some of those
'intervals'! Cannot they be repeated? Let us sit here"--and he moved
towards a stone bench which fronted an ancient disused well in the
middle square of the cloistered court,--a well round which a crimson
passion-flower twined in a perfect arch of blossom--"What was the first
'interval'?"
He sat down, and the sunshine sent a dazzling ray on the silver
crucifix he wore, giving it the gleam of a great jewel. Morgana took
her seat beside him.
"Interval one!" he said, playfully--"What was this little lady's first
experience of happiness? When she played with her dolls?"
"No, oh no!" cried Morgana, with sudden energy--"That was anything but
happiness! I hated dolls!--abominable little effigies!"
Don Aloysius raised his eyebrows in surprise and amusement.
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