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"Yes, good father!" And Morgana left the passion-flowers and moved
slowly back to her seat on the stone-bench--"There is one man! He was
my third and last experience of happiness. When I first met him, my
whole heart gave itself in one big pulsation--but like a wave of the
sea, the pulsation recoiled, and never again beat on the grim rock of
human egoism!" She laughed gaily, and a delicate colour flushed her
face. "But I was happy while the 'wave' lasted,--and when it broke, I
still played on the shore with its pretty foam-bells."
"You loved this man?" and the priest's grave eyes dwelt on her
searchingly.
"I suppose so--for the moment! Yet no,--it was not love--it was just an
'attraction'--he was--he IS--clever, and thinks he can change the face
of the world. But he is fooling with fire! I tell you I tried to help
him--for he is deadly poor. But he would have none of me nor of what he
calls my 'vulgar wealth.' This is a case in point where wealth is
useless! You see?"
Don Aloysius was silent.
"Then"--Morgana went on--"Alison is right. The witchery of the Northern
Highlands is in my blood,--never a love for me--alone I am--alone I
must be!--never a love for a 'fey' woman!"
Over the priest's face there passed a quiver as of sudden pain.
"You wrong yourself, my child"--he said, slowly--"You wrong yourself
very greatly! You have a power of which you appear to be unconscious--a
great, a terrible power!--you compel interest--you attract the love of
others even if you yourself love no one--you draw the very soul out of
a man--"
He paused, abruptly.
Morgana raised her eyes,--the blue lightning gleam flashed in their
depths.
"Ah, yes!" she half whispered--"I know I have THAT power!"
Don Aloysius rose to his feet.
"Then,--if you know it,--in God's name do not exercise it!" he said.
His voice shook--and with his right hand he gripped the crucifix he
wore as though it were a weapon of self-defence. Morgana looked at him
wonderingly for a moment,--then drooped her head with a strange little
air of sudden penitence. Aloysius drew a quick sharp breath as of one
in effort,--then he spoke again, unsteadily--
"I mean"--he said, smiling forcedly--"I mean that you should not--you
should not break the heart of--of--the poor Giulio for instance!... it
would not be kind."
She lifted her eyes again and fixed them on him.
"No, it would not be kind!" she said, softly--"Dear Don Aloysius, I
understand! And I will remember!" She glanced at a tiny diamond-set
watch-bracelet on her wrist--"How late it is!--nearly all the morning
gone! I have kept you so long listening to my talk--forgive me! I will
run away now and leave you to think about my 'intervals' of
happiness,--will you?--they are so few compared to yours!"
"Mine?" he echoed amazedly.
"Yes, indeed!--yours! Your whole life is an interval of happiness
between this world and the next, because you are satisfied in the
service of God!"
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