Clergy -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Glasgow (Scotland) -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
"Yes; Father told me. It seems that years ago he had a brother who was
a grief to him, and who did something pretty bad, and went off to
America, leaving a wife and three children. Mr. Taylor wasn't a bit
well-off, but he set himself to the task of paying off the debts his
brother had left, and helping to keep the family. For years he denied
himself everything but the barest necessities--no pipe, no morning
paper, no car-pennies--and he told no one what he was doing. And his
wife helped him in every way, and never said it was hard on her. The
worst is over now, and he told Father. But I think it must have been in
those hard days that he learned the joking habit, to keep himself
going, you know, and so I don't find them so silly as I did, but brave,
and rather pathetic somehow."
Arthur Townshend nodded. "'To know all,'" he quoted. "It seems a pity
that there aren't always interpreters at hand."
"And what do you think of the Scots Kirk?" Elizabeth asked him
presently.
"In the Church of England a man who could preach like your father would
be a bishop."
"I dare say. We have no bishops in our Church, but we have a fairly
high standard of preaching. Do you mean that you think Father is rather
thrown away in that church, preaching to the few?"
"It sounds impertinent--but I think I did mean that."
"Yes. Oh! I don't wonder. I looked round this morning and wondered how
it would strike you. A small congregation of dull-looking, shabby
people! But as Father looks at them they aren't dull or shabby. They
are the souls given him to shepherd into the Fold. He has a charge to
keep. He simply wouldn't understand you if you talked to him of a
larger sphere, more repaying work, and so on. People often say to me,
'Your father is thrown away in that district.' They don't see...."
"You must think me a blundering sort of idiot----" Arthur began.
"Oh no! I confess I have a leaning towards your point of view. I know
how splendid Father is, and I rather want everyone else to know it too.
I want recognition for him. But he doesn't for himself. 'Fame i' the
sun' never vexes his thoughts. I expect, if you have set your face
steadfastly to go to Jerusalem, these things seem very small. And I am
quite sure Father could never be a really popular minister. At times he
fails lamentably. Yes; he simply can't be vulgar, poor dear, not even
at a social meeting. He sees in marriage no subject for jesting. Even
twins leave him cold. Where another man would scintillate with
brilliant jokes on the subject Father merely says, 'Dear me!' Sometimes
I feel rather sorry for the people--the happy bridegroom and the proud
father, I mean. They are standing expecting to be, so to speak, dug in
the ribs--and they aren't. I could do it quite well--it is no trouble
to me to be all things to all men--but Father can't."
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