Mrs. Bruce came the next day to talk to him, and Mary K. told me,
before her arrival, to give her no details about the previous messages,
adding: “He will tell her.” And while his opening message to her merely
summarizes similar assertions previously received, it is interesting as
the first consecutive personal statement of the survival of individuality
in the eternal pursuance of constructive purpose.
“I am here with you, darling Bess, as I have been with you from the
start,” he began at once. “You have known it all the time, and I have
been able to reach you in a way that I can only describe to you as
spiritual.”
Here was the first veiled allusion, at first rather puzzling, to that
unknown force afterward mentioned by William James and others.
“We so long to tell you whom we love not to grieve. We are of you,
as you are of us. Even more closely than we were when I was visibly
with you. Perfect union is only possible to pure spirit. That will
come. Meanwhile, one of us is pure spirit, and both of us so much the
richer thereby. Once, in the beginning of things, you and I were the
same purpose. Purposes are eternal. They may be temporarily divided,
temporarily overcome by the forces of disintegration, which are forever
seeking to destroy, but forever each divided purpose answers to the call
of its own. You and I were one purpose in the first, and we shall be
perfectly reunited when you have joined me here. But while we were one
in the beginning, one with many others of our great purpose, we are now
eternally definite and separate individuals, but united as perfectly,
after the first life there, as if we had returned to one unit.... The
first message any of us send must be this one. That is the reason we can
come so freely now and tell so much.”
A little later, speaking of their children, he said: “All young people
have battles to fight and problems to solve. Don’t try to spare them
that. It is thus they learn life’s lessons, and the more they learn there
the readier they will be to do the fine and glorious work here.”
He had spoken before of being very busy, and now she commented: “He seems
so interested in the work!”
“Interested is not the word. It’s more like inspiration.”
“Was the passing difficult?” she asked.
“Not difficult at all. The pain ended with unconsciousness.”
“But you had no pain!”
“Yes, I had some—not expressed, nor quite definite. Difficult to explain
until experienced. Words do not convey the sensation. Not quite fear, not
quite pain, but a strange moment of suffering. Then consciousness again,
beauty, force, perfectly clear perceptions, but a period of something
approaching incredulity.” I mentioned Frederick’s statement that he had
been “dazed by the bigness of it,” and Mr. Bruce went on. “That’s it. The
bigness of it is indescribable, and so extraordinarily lovely and high
that it is not readily realized or grasped.”
She said she had dreaded to have him go alone, and asked whether some one
met him.
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