What was it that he remembered? or, rather, what did he not? Things deep
and things trivial, idle smiles, wrenching despairs, youth, sorrow,
laughter,--all the past was in the pang, all the future, too, it seemed,
and he could not have said whether his mother, Alice, Eppie with her
dolls, and little Robbie, or the clairvoyant intuition of a future
waiting for him here--whether presage or remembrance--were its greater
part.
Not until the voice had died, in faintest filaments of sound, far away
among the woods, did the pain fade, leaving him shaken. Such moods were
like dead things starting to life, and reminded him too vividly of the
fact that as long as one was alive, one was, indeed, in danger from
life; and though his thought was soon able to disentangle itself from
the knot of awakened emotions that had entwined it for a moment, a vague
sense of fear remained with him. Something had been demanded of
him--something that he had, involuntarily, found himself giving. This it
was to have still a young nature, sensitive to impressions. He
understood. Yet it was with a slight, a foolishly boyish reluctance, as
he told himself, that he went down some hours later to meet Eppie at
breakfast.
There was an unlooked-for refuge for him when he found her hardly
noticing him, and very angry over some village misdemeanor. The anger
held her far away. She dilated on the subject all during breakfast,
pouring forth her wrath, without excitement, but with a steady
vehemence. It was an affair of a public-house, and Eppie accused the
publican of enticing his clients to drink, of corrupting the village
sobriety, and she urged the general, as local magistrate, to take
immediate action, showing a very minute knowledge of the technicalities
of the case.
“My dear,” the general expostulated, “indeed I don’t think that the man
has done anything illegal; we are powerless about the license in such a
case. You must get more evidence.”
“I have any amount of evidence. The man is a public nuisance. Poor Mrs.
MacHendrie was crying to me about it this morning. Archie is hardly ever
sober now. I shall drive over to Carlowrie and see Sir Alec about it; as
the wretch’s landlord he can make it uncomfortable for him, and I’ll see
that he makes it as uncomfortable as possible.”
Laughingly, but slightly harassed, the general said: “You see, we have a
tyrant here. Eppie is really a bit too hard on the man. He is an
unpleasant fellow, I own, a most unpleasant manner--a beast, if you
will, but a legal beast.”
“The most unpleasant form of animal, isn’t it? It’s very good of Eppie
to care so much,” said Gavan.
“You don’t care, I suppose,” she said, turning her eyes on him, as
though she saw him for the first time that morning.
“I should feel more hopeless about it, perhaps.”
“Why, pray?”
“At all events, I shouldn’t be able to feel so much righteous
indignation.”
“Why not?”
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