"I thought, maybe, Justine, ef I kinder slaved aroun' fer you they
might see that I am good an' honest, an' that I didn't mean what I said
that night. I wisht somebody'd cut my tongue out afore I said them
things, er I wisht I'd been Doc Ramsey an' got knocked down fer
standin' up fer you. I cain't see you workin' aroun' like this when I
ain't got a thing to do, an' I--I--well, I jes' thought people'd see I
was sorry fer what I said."
"But they'll say the very worst they can about it," she cried,
piteously.
"Then I'll kill somebody!" he grated, and, clearing the fence, was off
down the road.
CHAPTER XII.
THE GOOD OF EVIL.
When Justine wrote her next letter to Jud she purposely neglected to
describe the encounter with 'Gene. For the first time she wilfully
deceived him. In her letter she spoke lightly of the wind's work and
casually mentioned the unimportant fact that one of the neighbors had
generously helped her to make the repairs. She felt that Jud's hatred
for Crawley would have inspired something rash in him. She was
confident that he would throw aside his work, his
chances,--everything,--and rush to her protection. And so she found
consolation in deception.
It was her duty--to God and to herself--to keep these men apart, to
prevent the addition of fuel to the flame which smoldered silently,
stealthily. There was no doubt in her mind that 'Gene was truly
penitent. She could not trust him, for she despised him too deeply,
but she felt for him a new spirit of fairness. He had served her and
he had served like the whipped, beaten dog who loves the hand of a
cruel master. For days after the episode at the cowshed she did not
see him, and she was glad.
Every morning, however, she looked forth, fearful that she might see
him at work or behold some result of his labor in the night. One
morning she found a brace of rabbits and a wild turkey at her door.
Mrs. Crane saw them, too, and she was so full of joy that the girl
could not find heart to cast 'Gene Crawley's offering away. And she
herself was hungry. While Mrs. Crane fried the rabbits, the girl sat
back of the stove, out of patience with herself, yet scarcely able to
resist the fragrant aroma that arose from the crackling skillet. Pride
and hunger were struggling and hunger won.
Jud came and went once more. She wore her best frocks and was
cheeriness itself when he was with her. He brought her a few trifles,
and she loved him as much as if he had given her jewels, and indeed
what pleased her most was the change in his looks. He wore his
tailor-made suit. She did not know that he was still in debt to his
tailor, and he did not tell her.
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