Betty's admiration for her school-fellow and closest friend was
invincible and her loyalty very true. It made her therefore a little
uneasy to notice about her a growing artificiality which was neither
attractive nor characteristic. She knew better than anyone that Belle
was a remarkable girl. She had a kind heart. She possessed that rarest
of gifts, a sense of gratitude, and if her talent for writing had been
properly developed she might eventually have made her mark. She had a
quick perception--sympathy and imagination not often found in so young a
girl--an uncanny ear for the right word--and if she chose to exercise
it, quite an unusual power of concentration. It seemed to Betty to be
such a pity that, just at the moment when Belle left school with her
mind filled with ideals and the ambition to make something of herself
and do things, the Doctor found himself a rich man. The incentive to
work which the constant need for economy had awakened in her went out
like a snuffed candle. From having before been in the habit of saying,
with eager enthusiasm, "I'm _going_ to do such and such a thing,
whatever the odds," she immediately began to say: "Oh, my dear, what's
the use?" Everything for which she had intended to work became now hers
for the asking. Her father gave her a free hand in the matter of
entertaining her young friends. She could order what books she wished to
read from Brentano's, and she had a generous allowance on which to
dress. Like a chameleon she quickly changed the rather dull colors of
her former surroundings for those bright ones which the sudden accession
to wealth made it easy to acquire. Her outlook was no longer that of the
daughter of an overworked general practitioner whose income had to be
carefully managed in order to live not too far up-town and educate a
family of four, but of a débutante whose parents entertained
distinguished men and women in a fashionable street and whose friends
were equally well off. Her inherited and cultivated energy was, of
course, obliged to find vent in some direction, since it was not
employed in the development of her talent; and it was now burnt up in a
restless search of enjoyment, a constant series of engagements to lunch
and dine, and do the theatre and dance,--especially dance. The ordinary
healthy, high-spirited young man, who had not much to say for himself,
quickly bored her. Her wits required to be kept sharp, her latent
intelligence needed something on which to feed. It was therefore natural
that she should throw her smiles at men much older and far more
experienced than herself and who, from the fact that they did not intend
to give anything for nothing, exercised her ingenuity and native wit to
keep them in order. In a word, she found that playing with fire and
avoiding being burned kept that side of her in good condition which, in
her old circumstances, would have been devoted to work. And so with a
sort of conscious superficiality she had allowed herself to flit from
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