The Sirdar's Oath: A Tale of the North-West FrontierMitford, Bertram
History
The Sirdar's Oath: A Tale of the North-West Frontier
Mitford, Bertram
India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction
They were returning by a somewhat different route, and were already
about half-way to the camp. The sun was sinking, and the barren and
rugged surface of rock and stunted vegetation was taking on a softer
tinge as the westering glow toned down its asperities. But there was a
feel in the air as of impending change, and the wind, which had died
down altogether, now began to rise in fitful puffs, raising thin spiral
columns like dust waterspouts, which whirled along at intervals on the
plain around.
"Is there going to be a storm?" said Hilda.
"Yes. But not before we are in camp again."
He subsided into silence. It was possible that the strange
oppressiveness in the atmosphere affected him, to the exaggeration of
that which was on his mind, to wit the very disagreeable burden of the
news he had just received. Or it may have been that the certainty was
brought home to him that a month ago it would not have affected him to
any appreciable extent. The unpleasantness, the scandal, would have
been just the same, but, somehow, it would have mattered little then.
Now it did. But why?
What was to be done? was his ever-present thought. It was simply
abominable that he should be pursued in this way. Had the woman no
sense of shame? Evidently not. He had heard of ships going down at sea
with all on board; was he tempted to feel that this was clearly too good
a piece of luck--seen from his point of view--to happen to the one which
comprised among its passengers Cynthia Daintree?
What was to be done? He looked at his companion. Should he frankly put
the case to her? She was like no other woman he had ever known for
clear insight into and ready grasp of the main facts or probabilities of
any given question--at least, so he had found reason to decide during
their somewhat short acquaintance--which, somehow or other, did not seem
short. She could not be more than five or six and twenty at the
outside, and yet the knowledge of human nature and capacity for the
analysis of human motives she displayed was simply wonderful. He could
put it to her as the case of a third party, or simply a case in the
abstract, such as they had often debated and threshed out together, and
then he laughed at himself in bitter contempt. Where were the qualities
with which he had just been endowing her, that she could fail for one
single instant to see through so miserable a device? He must put it to
her frankly or not at all; and somehow Hilda Clive was the last person
in the world to whom he desired to put it at all.
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