Detective and mystery stories; New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
"Listen," said Mrs. Kildair, seizing her arm, and Beecher was struck
with the savageness of her energy. "Things are no longer the same. You
are alone—absolutely alone. Do you understand what that means—without a
cent—alone?"
"What do I care?"
"Not now; but in a week, in a month— You think you know the greatest
suffering in the world; you don’t—the greatest is poverty. Whatever has
happened, you are Mrs. Enos Bloodgood. Only yourself can destroy that.
One life is ended in you. You have loved. That will never come
again—not the same. Life is long and terrible."
"What, you can suggest such a thing?" said Mrs. Bloodgood, raising her
head indignantly. "Such an infamy?"
"Yes—because I know. The world is not an equal one. A woman can not
fight as a man can. A year from now, when you can suffer no further, do
you want to wake up in a dingy boarding-house, cut off from all you have
lived in? For a great love—perhaps—but to be alone? No, no! Elise,
you will do as I say because I can see better than you. You are Mrs.
Enos Bloodgood—you have everything that a million women covet. It is
your life; you will go back."
"Ah, how can you say that to me now?" said Mrs. Bloodgood, pressing her
handkerchief to her eyes.
"Because the world is different from the world of this morning—because
everything is different, Elise. There are no longer the reasons that
existed. You are alone against the world. You know your husband—one
public word or action, and he will cast you off like an old shoe."
"How can I go back?" she said, sitting down, half subdued. "How can I
get the strength? I don’t know yet what has happened. I can’t realize
it—oh, if I had only had my way! If he had only let me leave a
month—two months ago. If I’d only been firm; if we had gone that
night—that night we were here—when I begged him to. If he had only
loved me more than his honor, as I loved him. If only I—"
"Elise," said the quiet voice of Mrs. Kildair.
The young woman checked herself, breaking off and moving again; but
almost immediately broke out again:
"And now you want me to go back to _him_. Oh, if you knew how I hate
him, how I loathe him—what that life means—how cruel he can be, how he
can make me suffer by a word or a look—how he enjoys—"
"Elise, Elise!"
"I can’t go, Rita, I can’t! Don’t ask me to go now. Let me stay a
while here, just tonight, where I can weep," she cried.
"No, no. It must be now—soon. You have left your home with your
trunks—he knows it. If you return—you return because you are
worried—the panic—on his account."
"Ah, what a lie!"
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