Detective and mystery stories; New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
She considered the depths of the fire a moment, and turned, looking at
him dreamily, feeling how much older she was in the knowledge of the
doubts of the world than the young, impulsive nature that looked out at
her from such honest eyes.
"Will you?" he asked, as she looked away again.
She shook her head, in doubt as to an answer; but the good in her
stirred by the good in him expressed itself in the quick pressure of
thanks which her hand conveyed to him.
"I am not the least in love," he said quickly. "What I say I say
because—oh, I don’t know! I’m dissatisfied with myself. This thing has
gotten below my skin. Life’s too rotten. I want you to believe in
me—in my strength. You are sympathetic—_multa sympatica_. I don’t
know; I hate to think of your fighting alone such a rotten hard fight."
She nodded slowly, understanding perhaps better than he his thought, yet
half won to his appeal already.
She took his hand in both of hers, pressing it in emphasis from time to
time, not looking at him, staring at something that formed before her
eyes.
"No one has ever spoken to me just like this," she said gently. "One
thing I would never want to happen, Teddy—I would never want to hurt
you! That is why I hesitate—why I am afraid. You are only a great big
boy. You won’t understand me. I am very selfish—very worldly."
"You are nothing of the sort," he said furiously, withdrawing his hand.
"You may think so, but I know you better."
She turned, amused; but her smile left her as she looked into his eyes.
To her surprise, a feeling of unease came to her; she felt a new
longing—to be for a moment quite childlike and helpless.
"Don’t blunder into anything, Teddy," she answered, shaking her head,
herself a little disturbed. "With some men I would not care. With
you—yes, it would make me feel like a criminal to hurt you."
He understood that she was warning him of the futility of expecting to
find in her a woman. But if she had calculated, which she had not, on
any move surer to arouse him, she could have found no better expedient.
The impossibility implied, coupled with the impulsive generosity in her
voice, made her a thousand times more desirable. He rose brusquely,
and, standing with his back to the fire, looked down at the dramatic
face, which the flames lighted with the flare of footlights.
"There are certain things that we must understand together," he said
with authority, obeying the instinct which told him that to succeed he
must take the upper hand.
Her eyebrows came together in a straight flight.
"I have not hesitated to trust in you—you must in me. Tell me. You
have reason to suspect that Mrs. Bloodgood took the ring—at least, the
first time?"
[Illustration: "’I have not hesitated to trust in you—you must in me’"]
She shook her head, but without anger.
"Don’t you understand," he said quickly, "that I must know why you acted
as you did?"
Still her only answer was a deep-taken breath.
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