So Toppy, this morning, as he came to the stockade, was in the position
of something of a hero to most of the rough men who slouched past him in
the gloom to their day’s work. He had felt it before, this hero-worship,
and he recognised it again. Though the surroundings were vastly
different and the men about him of a strange breeding, the sense of it
was much the same as that he had known at school when, a sweater thrown
across his huge shoulders, he had ploughed his way through the groups of
worshipping undergrads on to the gridiron. It was much the same here.
Men looked up to him. They nudged one another as they passed, lowered
their voices when he was near, studied him appraisingly. Toppy had felt
it before, too often to be mistaken; and the youth in his veins
responded warmly. The respect of these men was a harder thing to win
than the other. He thought of how he had arrived in camp, shaky from
Harvey Duncombe’s champagne, with no purpose in life, no standing among
men who were doing men’s work. Grimly also he thought of how Miss
Pearson, that first evening, had called him a “nice boy.” Would she call
him that now, he wondered, if she could see how these rough, tired men
looked up to him? Would Reivers treat him as a thing to experiment with
after this?
Thus it was a considerably elated Toppy, though not a big-headed one,
who led his men out of the stockade, to the quarry—to the blow that
Reivers had waiting for him there. His first hint that something was
wrong was when the foremost men, whistling and tool-laden, made for the
pit in the first grey light of day and paused with exclamations and
curses at its very mouth. Others crowded around them. They looked
within. Then, with fallen jaws, they turned and looked to the “bahss”
for an explanation, for help.
Toppy shouldered his way through the press and stepped inside. Then he
saw what had halted his men and made their faces turn white. To the last
stick the shoring-timbers had been removed from the pit, and the roof,
threatening and sharp-edged, hung ready to drop on the workmen below, as
it had before Toppy had wrought a change.
The daylight came creeping up the river and a wind began to blow. So
still was it there before the pit-mouth that Toppy was conscious of
these things as he stepped outside. The men were standing about with
their wheelbarrows and tools in their hands. They looked to him. His was
the mind and will to determine what they should do. They depended upon
him; they trusted him; they would obey his word confidently.
Toppy felt a cold sweat breaking out on his forehead. He wanted to take
off his cap, to bare his head to the chill morning wind, to draw his
hand across his eyes, to do something to ease himself and gather his
wits. He did none of these things. The instinct of leadership arose
strong within him. He could not show these men who looked up to him as
their unquestioned leader that he had been dealt a blow that had taken
the mastery from him.
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