Lilly spent some time searching, because she was afraid the inevitable
"no" would send him off with a curt "thank you," and she ran up and
down the aisles between the shelves aimlessly, reiterating:
"I'm sure I saw the poems just a little while ago."
Then, in order to think the matter over more quietly, she seated herself
opposite him with the counter between. But he encouraged her to renew
the search.
"If you saw them only a short time ago, then they are bound to be here."
When finally convinced that Rückert's poems were not in the library, he
fetched a deep sigh and murmured something like, "What shall I do?" and
disappeared.
Lilly, completely dazed, stared at the doorway, which a moment before
had framed his figure.
She wanted to cry out and plead, "Stay here! Come back!" But she heard
the door on the other side of the hall fall shut, and everything was
over.
She crouched at the window-sill indulging in speculations of what
_might_ have taken place if he had happened to remain.
Her heart throbbed violently.
About quarter of an hour later the bell rang again.
She jumped up. Supposing it was he?
It was he.
He begged pardon; he had forgotten his umbrella.
"This time you don't slip away!" something within her cried.
He caught up his soaking umbrella, which she had failed to notice
despite the shining puddle which was crawling along the crack between
two floor boards, and was about to escape again, when Lilly essayed:
"For what do you need Rückert's poems?"
He began to complain:
"Life is made so hard for us, you have no idea how hard."
He went on to tell about the speeches they had to deliver offhand on a
subject sprung on them without warning, regardless of whether or not the
students had prepared the theme. But this time they had gotten wind of
the surprise in store--the next day in literature class they would be
required to give a comprehensive view of Rückert. That was why he would
have to glance over the poems once again to find out exactly who had
been buried in the three graves at Ottensen.
Lilly thrilled with joy.
_She_ could help him--she, the low-flying sparrow, could help _him_, the
soaring heaven-dweller.
She timorously related the story of the poor, defeated count of
Brunswick and Klopstock, the pious bard of "The Messiah." The only thing
she had forgotten was who the twelve hundred exiles were who lay in the
first of the graves.
He seemed unwilling to believe in this unexpected good fortune. Was she
sure of what she said? That about Klopstock was correct; he knew it from
the tables of his history of literature. But the rest of it? Oppressed
by grave doubts he shook his triumphant mane.
Lilly eagerly allayed his fears. To be sure, it was more than a year
since she had heard of those lovely things, but she had a good memory,
and would certainly not misinform him lightly.
At last he seemed relieved. He drew a deep breath, and observed, with
his mind bent more upon general matters:
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