The Southern Literary Messenger, Vol. II., No. 12, November, 1836Various
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The Southern Literary Messenger, Vol. II., No. 12, November, 1836
Various
American literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“‘Why do you put such a question?’ replied I; ‘do you not know that I
am a ruined man—that every thing I could call my own has been torn
from me—that I am a wanderer, covered with shame, heaped with obloquy,
steeped in poverty? and do you expect, under such circumstances, to
find my heart bounding with joy, or my face mantled with smiles? To be
plain with you, Roberts, I was thinking of you just as you made your
appearance, and I will tell you what was passing in my mind. Memory
had gone back to the time of our first acquaintance, when I was in
possession of all most valued by man: wealth, that seemed scarcely to
have a limit—a reputation, unbreathed upon by reproach—the affections
of one whose equal I have never met, and the unspeakable blessing of a
pure conscience. All, save one, of these have fled—perhaps that too is
gone; and all this is your work. Yes, sir, yours! But for you, I
should never have been tempted to play; but for you, I should have
abandoned in time the vile pursuit. Yes, sir, it was _you_ who urged
me on, by stimulating me with false hopes that fortune would not
always frown—that one lucky cast would retrieve all, and a thousand
specious tales that won upon my credulous ear; and when, amid
reflections such as these, you presented yourself in person, you can
hardly suppose that you could have been very welcome.’
“‘W——,’ replied Roberts, ‘I have had a long ride to-day, and feel
heartily tired. It was my intention to go to bed as soon as I should
reach this house. But the landlord informed me you were here, and as a
friend I hastened to see you. Some would feel offended at the
reception I have met with, but I can make every allowance for the
feelings that irritate you, and I feel it my duty not to leave you
until I have somewhat calmed your present mood. Whenever _I_ get into
trouble, and feel a disposition to give way to misfortune, the first
thing I do is to sit quietly down, with a comfortable glass and a good
cigar, and philosophize upon the matter; and by your leave, you shall
follow my prescription. Come, come, I will take no denial; we will
talk over your affairs soberly and calmly, and the odds are ten to one
but we strike upon some plan which, if boldly and industriously
pursued, will set all things straight again. You will not drive me
from you, will you? O no, I see that you will not.’
“When the refreshments he had ordered had been produced, Roberts
resumed. ‘Where is your wife, W., and how is she?’ I informed him.
‘And you, I suppose, are a less welcome guest than she at her
father’s? Well, all that will come right too. By the bye, the old
gentleman should not be quite so rigid about this matter of play as he
is. Many a cool hundred has he won of my father; but I have observed,
that your reformed sinner always makes a persecuting saint. Let that
rest, and tell me, candidly, are you entirely destitute?’
“‘Utterly, utterly,’ replied I.
“‘Are your debts all paid?’
“‘You know they are not; I have not paid you.’
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