The Southern Literary Messenger, Vol. II., No. 12, November, 1836Various
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The Southern Literary Messenger, Vol. II., No. 12, November, 1836
Various
American literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals
cannot afford to do so.’ He replied very carelessly, ‘that’s his own
affair. I did not urge him to play. The truth is, he received
yesterday a considerable sum of money in payment of an execution, and
very possibly he may be using the funds. I suppose he knows that he
can make it all good. But go you now and sit down, and wake me in a
couple of hours, that will be sufficient repose for me.’
“I was fain to comply with his request. Before the two hours had
elapsed, however, a messenger arrived with the intelligence that my
wife had been taken alarmingly ill. Rousing Roberts, I immediately
departed and pushed forward with all possible speed; but the distance
was considerable and the road execrable, and several hours were
consumed before I reached home. All was quiet. Leaping from my horse I
rushed towards the house; a feeling of faintness came over me, and I
was obliged to pause and lean against the door-post for support.
Rousing my energies I proceeded to my wife’s chamber, and knocked
gently for admittance. A faint voice desired me to enter. I did so,
and was met by Emily’s sister, who was weeping bitterly. Not a word
was spoken—she pointed to the bed and left me. I softly approached and
with a trembling hand I drew aside the curtain.
“Did she sleep? The eyes were closed, the face serene and almost
smiling. I took her hand—it was cold and clammy to the touch. I gently
pressed her bosom. Was it a throb that I felt? No—that heart had
ceased to beat, had ceased to feel. Life with all its bitterness had
fled. The enfranchised spirit had soared to its native home. I gazed
in silence. I did not weep, I did not groan. There was a benumbing,
icy thrall that bound up every faculty; it was pain, it was agony, but
it left no power to express that pain.
“I heard a feeble sob: Whence did it proceed? I had thought I was
alone. I moved in the direction of the sound. Stretched upon the
floor, his face buried in his little hands, lay my boy. I kneeled
beside him; I raised and strained him to my breast. ‘Oh, let me go,’
said he, ‘mother is gone; I want to go to mother. She said she would
ask her God to keep a place for me, and God is good, I know, and he
will do it. Father, lay me down there with mother.’”
Mr. W—— here bent his head and wept like a child. It is fearful to see
an old man weep. Presently he resumed.
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