The Southern Literary Messenger, Vol. II., No. 3, February, 1836Various
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The Southern Literary Messenger, Vol. II., No. 3, February, 1836
Various
American literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals
"Oh, he went to the warrant-trying yesterday evening to dispute the
blacksmith's account; and I heard him say that he would stay at the
shop till he could have the beards of two of Mass Charles' Levier
fishing hooks altered. Now, if mistress must send, I will get one of
the blooded plough-horses, and he will make out as well as any."
This ready auxiliary of a Virginian hurry was necessarily adopted; and
in a short time the old servant, encased in a pair of ponderous boots,
enveloped in an overcoat which fitted him like a shroud, and mounted
on a plough-horse--the gaunt anatomy of poverty--wended his way to
fulfil a mission of charity and repentance.
The return of the messenger brought the agreeable tidings of Arthur's
convalescence; and when, at the expiration of a week, Scipio delivered
me a letter from Arthur, full of undiminished friendship, the spirits
of our whole household rose to unusual elevation. They were satisfied
that he was now secure from every burst of my dangerous temper; and
when I told them that I was guiltless of his blood, I found my
recompense in the blush of mingled pride and gratitude which mantled
over the cheek of Lucy. My misfortune, in humbling my pride, had the
happy effect of silencing that "fearful felicity" of elocution (as Sir
Philip Sidney terms it) which made my uncle the zealous annalist of
duels, pistols, chivalry, and arrangements.
How naturally does the heart, when oppressed by disease, or humbled by
misfortune, turn, like the wounded deer, to the silent refuge of
solitude--invoking, under its peaceful shade, that balm of
life--woman's love--that rare medicinal, which pours its rosy health
into the wounds of manhood's fretted existence. Ambition--the quick
pulse of bloated avarice--the rotten pageantry of the world--and the
fret and faction of life, may for a while lure us from its sacred
altar; yet in our moments of despair, we turn to its holy shrine with
renewed devotion, and ever find its radiance, like the brightness of
the tropic-lights, flitting its steady blaze around the darkness of
our destiny. I was so deeply cursed by temper, and depraved by its
exercise, that the love which commonly cheats us into happiness, or
obliterates ennui, brought no relief to my lacerated spirit. Romance
no longer culled its flattering trophies from the memory of Isa
Gordon. I looked on her as one who was too proud to bow to my despotic
love, while I had gained by absence from her at college a spirit of
freedom and independence. She was my _first love_; and, despite the
dictates of common sense, I was almost compelled to believe that such
love was of the purest and firmest character, merely because I had
fallen into it in the ignorance and inexperience of boyhood. What a
paradox! and how fondly does stupidity cherish it! The boy's heart is
a tablet on which is shadowed the outline of an April day--a gorgeous
sunshine plays around his imagination, and the fleeting clouds which
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