The southern literary messenger, Vol. II., No. 7, June, 1836Various
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The southern literary messenger, Vol. II., No. 7, June, 1836
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American literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“You recollect,” said Mrs. Cunningham, “what I said to you last night
about Mr. Cunningham's indisposition. Well, as soon as I got home, I
ran up stairs, of course, you know, to see how he was, expecting to
{424} find him abed and asleep. Judge how I felt, when I found my bed
as I left it, and no husband in the chamber. I flew down stairs, and
searched every room for him, but in vain. I then rang for Peggy, and
asked ‘if she knew where Mr. Cunningham was.’ ‘La, ma'am,’ said she,
‘I'm sure I don't know. He went out just after you did. He called me
to give charge about the fires, and said he was going out. I thought
he had altered his mind and was going to Mrs. T——'s.’ I dismissed the
girl, and went to my chamber, in an agony, as you may suppose. I
declare I hardly know what I did or thought for three long hours—for
it was so long before Mr. Cunningham came home! I don't know what I
said to him when he came, but he was not the kind, affectionate
creature, that he ever has been, for he almost harshly told me ‘to
cease my upbraidings’—_upbraidings!_ think what a word—‘for if I
sought pleasure where I liked, I must not quarrel with him for doing
the same!’ My dear Mrs. Westbury, I could not make him tell me where
he had been, do all I could—and I have horrible surmises. What shall I
do? I am sick at heart, and almost distracted.”
“Will you follow my advice, my dear Mrs. Cunningham?” said Mrs.
Westbury, who truly pitied her distress, much as she blamed her.
“O, yes—I will do any thing to feel happier than I now do. Really my
heart is broken,” and she burst into a passion of tears.
Mrs. Westbury attempted to soothe her, and then said—
“Forgive me, if I wound, when I would only heal. You have been a
little imprudent, and must retrace your steps by conforming to the
taste of your husband. He does not like crowds, and you must in part
relinquish them for his sake.”
“And is not that hard?” said Mrs. Cunningham. “Why should he not
conform to my taste, as well as I to his? Why must _men_ always have
their own way?”
“That point it is not worth while to discuss,” said Mrs. Westbury.
“Your happiness, my friend, is at stake. Can you hesitate an instant
which to relinquish, those pleasures, which, after all, are so
unsatisfying, or the approbation, the happiness, perhaps the heart,
even, of your husband?”
“But why,” persisted Mrs. Cunningham, “need he be so obstinate? You
see he could go out and stay till two in the morning! It seems as if
he did it on purpose to torment me,” and she again burst into tears.
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