The southern literary messenger, Vol. II., No. 7, June, 1836Various
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The southern literary messenger, Vol. II., No. 7, June, 1836
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American literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“Well, I will think of it,” said Mrs. Cunningham, “and perhaps shall
do as you advise; for really I am very wretched now. O, dear, I do
wish the men were not so obstinate! so overbearing! so selfish!”
* * * * *
For some time things went on very calmly with Julia. Though there was
nothing tender, or even affectionate in the manner of her husband,
there was a gradual alteration, sufficient to keep hope alive, and
stimulate her to exertion. He spent more and more of his leisure time
at home, and was at least becoming _reconciled_ to her society.
Julia's system of visiting had been partially adopted, and Mr.
Westbury enjoyed it highly. Mr. and Mrs. Eveleth, and a few other
friends of congenial minds, had been invited to drop in occasionally
without ceremony; the invitation had been complied with, and Mr.
Westbury and Julia had returned a few visits of this kind. Thus many
evenings had been pleasantly, and profitably spent. Another great
comfort to Julia, was, that her husband had cheerfully permitted her
to decline several invitations to attend large parties, and had
sometimes remained at home with her himself, and even when he had
thought best, on his own part, to accept the invitation, he had been
absent but a short {425} time, and had then returned to pass the
remainder of the evening with his wife.
But after awhile, this faint gleam of sunshine began to fade away. A
cloud of care seemed settling on Mr. Westbury's brow, he passed less
and less time at home, till at length Julia scarcely saw him, except
at mealtimes. “What is the matter?” thought Julia. “Am I the cause? is
Miss Eldon? or is it some perplexity in his affairs?” She longed to
inquire. If she had displeased him, she wished to correct whatever had
given displeasure. If his sadness was in any way connected with Miss
Eldon, of course she could in no way interfere; but if it originated
in any cause foreign to either, she ardently desired to offer her
sympathy, and share his sorrows. Day after day passed, without
producing any favorable change, and Julia's feelings were wrought up
to agony. She resolved, at all hazards, to inquire into the cause of
his depression.
He came in late one evening, and taking a seat near the table, beside
which Julia was sitting, leaned his head on his hand. Half an hour
passed without a word being uttered. “Now is my time,” thought Julia.
“Yet how can I do it? What can I say? A favored wife would seat
herself on his knee, entwine his neck with her arms, and penetrate his
very heart—but I, alas, should only disgust by such freedom?” She drew
a sigh, and summoning all her courage, said, in a timid voice—
“I fear I have unwittingly offended you.”
Mr. Westbury looked up in some surprise, and assured her “that she had
not.”
“You have absented yourself from home so much of late,” said Julia,
“that I feared your own fireside was becoming less agreeable to you
than ever.”
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