The southern literary messenger, Vol. II., No. 7, June, 1836Various
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The southern literary messenger, Vol. II., No. 7, June, 1836
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American literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Mr. Westbury was exceedingly reduced, but there had been no symptom of
delirium, though weakness {426} and pain compelled him to remain
almost constantly silent. Occasionally, however, he expressed his
gratitude to Julia for her unremitted attentions; begged her, _for his
sake_, to take all possible care of her own health, for if her
strength should fail, such another nurse—so tender—so vigilant—could
not be found. Julia entreated him to take no thought for her, as she
doubted not that her heavenly Father would give her strength for the
discharge of every duty. Sometimes, when he was uttering a few words
of commendation, she panted to say—“_Aimez moi, au lieu de me louer;_”
but with a sigh she would bury the thought at the bottom of her heart,
and proceed in the discharge of her duties. Oftentimes she would kneel
for an hour together, at his bedside, when he appeared to be sleeping,
with his hand clasped in hers, dividing the time between counting his
fluttering pulse, and raising her heart to heaven in his behalf.
But Julia's constitution was unequal to the task she had undertaken.
Protracted fatigue and anxiety did their work, and on the day that her
husband was pronounced convalescent, she was conveyed to a bed of
sickness. Unlike Mr. Westbury, she was in a constant state of
delirium, induced by mental anxiety, and unremitting watching. Most
touchingly would she beg to go to her husband, as he was dying for
want of her care. It was in vain that she was told he was better—was
rapidly recovering; the impression was gone in an instant, and her
mind reverted to his danger. Her physician was anxious that Mr.
Westbury should visit her chamber, as soon as he could do so with
safety, hoping that the sight of him might change the current of her
thoughts, and remove that anxiety that greatly heightened her fever.
At the end of ten days he was able to be supported to her chamber, and
advancing to the bedside, he said—
“My dear Julia, I am able to come and see you.”
“Thank heaven,” said Julia, clasping her hands—and then raising her
eyes, she added—“Heavenly Father, I thank thee! But how sick you
look,” she continued; “O, pray go to bed, and I will come and nurse
you. I shall very soon be _rested_, and then they will let me come.”
“I will sit by, and watch and nurse you now, Julia,” said Mr.
Westbury—“so try to go to sleep—it will do you good.”
“You called me _Julia_,” said she, smiling; “O, how sweetly that
sounded! But I will mind you, and try to sleep, for my head feels
strangely.”
She closed her eyes, and Mr. Westbury sat at the head of the bed,
watching her with intense interest. Presently her lips moved, and he
leaned forward to hear what she was saying.
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