“It does not satisfy the deep want of the heart to love, for no woman
can love, with all her heart, a man she can make her slave, or who does
not maintain himself as her master. But as I would not become any one’s
slave, as I would not that any man should engross all my affections, and
compel me to live all my life in love’s delirium, it satisfies, and more
than satisfies me. It leaves me free to be a philanthropist, and does
not compel me to give up to one what was meant for mankind. If my
husband engrossed all my affections I should be happy and contented at
home, and should never seek relief in going abroad.”
“And should it not be so?”
“Consult the parsons and old-fashioned moralists, and they will tell you
that it should. But I am a philanthropist. My James loves me sincerely,
warmly, disinterestedly, consults my wishes, does whatever I require of
him, has full confidence in me, is proud of me, and never doubts that
whatever I do is perfect. That is enough.”
“But do you return his love with a disinterestedness and generosity
equal to his own?”
“Why should I? It is enough for him that I permit him to love me, and to
call himself my husband. For myself, I remain free to be a
philanthropist. I cannot give my heart to any individual. I reserve its
deepest and holiest affections for mankind.”
“But mankind, without individuals, is an abstraction, a nullity; and to
love the race, without loving individuals, is worse than loving a statue
or a shadow.”
“Ah! my dear friend, I see that you have not studied the profound
philosophy of Plato, and are still a Nominalist, and therefore an
egotist. You are still a psychologist, stuck fast in the slough of
individualism.”
“It may be so, my dear Priscilla, but I am willing and even anxious to
be liberated and set right. I have resolved, let come what will, to be a
philanthropist, and to become a world-reformer; and it is to solicit
your instructions and assistance to this end that I have visited your
city, and sought my interview with you this morning.”
She shook her head and looked doubtingly.
“Do not doubt it,” I said, “I am serious, never more serious in my life.
I am on the verge of important discoveries, and perhaps well-nigh within
reach of a more than human power. But it is necessary that I at first
become a philanthropist, unite myself with the movement party of the
age, and take a decided and an active part in the great philanthropic
reforms now so widely agitated, and live henceforth for mankind, and not
for myself alone.”
“Is this true?”
“Most assuredly; as true as that I am here present.”
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