While Sarah sat through her long torment in the kitchen, rising up at
last for that great blow which at all events felled her adversary for
the time being, Simon was enjoying himself airing his knowledge in the
buildings, contradicting his brother on every possible occasion, and
ending by feeling as if he actually owned the place. However, the
reason of his visit came up at length, as it was bound to do, and his
air of expert authority vanished as the position changed. One by one,
as he had already done to Mr. Dent, he laid before his brother his
difficulties and disappointments, much as a housewife lays out the
chickens that some weasel has slain in the night. He wore the same air
of disgust at such absurd accumulation of disaster, of incredulity at
this overdone effort on the part of an inartistic fate. The story was
not new to Will, any more than to the agent, but he listened to it
patiently, nevertheless. He knew from experience that, unless you allow
a man to recapitulate his woes, you cannot get him to the point from
which a new effort may be made. He may seem to be following you along
the fresh path which you are marking out, but in reality he will be
looking back at the missed milestones of the past. And there were so
many milestones in Simon’s case,--so many behind him, and so few to
come. After all, it could only be a short road and a bare into which
even the kindest brotherly love had power to set his feet.
So for the second time that day Simon lived his long chapter of
accidents over again, his voice, by turns emphatic and indignant or
monotonous and resigned, falling like slanting rain over the unheeding
audience of the cattle. Will, listening and nodding and revolving the
question of ways and means, had yet always a slice of attention for his
immediate belongings. His eye, casual yet never careless, wandered over
the warm roan and brown and creamy backs between the clean stone slabs
which Simon had advocated in place of the ancient wooden stalls. The
herd was indoors for the winter, but had not yet lost its summer
freshness, and he had sufficient cause for pride in the straight-backed,
clean-horned stuff, with its obvious gentle breeding and beautiful
feminine lines. That part of his mind not given to his brother was
running over a string of names, seeing in every animal a host of others
whose characteristics had gone to its creation, and building upon them
the stuff of the generations still to come,--turning over, in fact, that
store of knowledge of past history and patient prophecy for the future
which gives the study of breeding at once its dignity and its
fascination. At the far end of the shippon, where the calf-pens were, he
could see the soft bundles of calves, with soft eyes and twitching ears,
in which always the last word in the faith of the stock-breeder was
being either proved or forsworn. The daylight still dropping through
skylights and windows seemed to enter through frosted glass, dimmed as
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