The splendour of Asia: The story and teaching of the BuddhaBeck, L. Adams (Lily Adams)
Religion
The splendour of Asia: The story and teaching of the Buddha
Beck, L. Adams (Lily Adams)
Buddha (The concept)
And shrinking in his very soul, he rose, looking down upon them with
horror, and drawing his feet and garments from the contact went forth
treading quietly and ascended to the roof of the House of the Garden to
look out into the night.
Dead silent was it as he turned to the eastern horizon, the air
breathless as though the Universe waited in suspense to know what he
would do.
But he, standing alone in the night, joined the ten fingers of his
hands, and rendered homage to all the Enlightened who had preceded him,
exalting and uniting his purpose to theirs who had opened the way which
the eternities shall not close.
And even as he joined his hands he perceived that the bright star Pushya
which had shone upon his birth was rising in the sky, and he knew that
his hour was upon him.
Then turning he descended, led by human anguish and longing to see once
more his young child and its mother, for in the very deeps of his heart
those lives were rooted, but, lest resolution should waver, he went
first to the doorway where slept Channa the charioteer, wrapped in his
white garment, and even as the Prince stooped above him, this man sprang
to his feet, alert and faithful, saluting his Prince,—and in dim
lamplight each looked into the eyes of the other.
And Siddhartha said:
“O faithful! The blessing that is upon me has this night touched
perfection. Bring out my noble white horse, for my life here is done and
I depart.”
But Channa stood perfectly silent staring in his face as one bereft of
purpose, and once more Siddhartha spoke.
“What must be, must. I thirst and long for a draught of the Fountain of
Sweet Dew. Delay no more. Saddle white Kantaka. It is an order.”
And Channa obeyed.
So the Prince entered the little marble chamber where on her golden bed
lay the Princess, drowned in sweet sleep, clasping the child in her
arms, unconscious of the grief approaching. And it appeared to
Siddhartha that the cold air of his sorrow must rouse her, but it did
not. She slept and smiled, rapt in a dream of content. And garlands of
flowers hung about the chamber mingling their perfumes with the pure air
of night breathed through marble lattices, and all this was home and
his, and for the last time he looked upon it. And so great a desolation
fell upon him that twice he stretched his empty arms to clasp the child
in all its rosy warmth and dearness, and twice they fell because he
feared to wake Yashodara from her last dream of joy.
So he stood, enduring, looking upon them as a man who faces death and
for a while he stayed, with thoughts that cannot be told, nor should
that veil be lifted.
But when the end was come and he could endure no more, he stooped above
them until his breath mingled with theirs, and turned away leaving them
sleeping.
Then, passing through the quiet house, he came to the doorway where
stood white Kantaka, and Channa held him pale as death.
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